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I stared at her with glistening eyes waiting for the first tear to hit. "No" she said to me with no emotion in her face or voice. "Please don't do this" I said voice cracking at the sound of the words dropping from her lips. She stared at me with a blank expression and sighed, "I don't think we should be together".
I looked down as tears began to flow. I felt my heart shatter and drop. "please don't I need you" I cried looking at her. She said nothing, as she got up to walk away so I went to grab her hand, she pulled away and walked down the hallway. I felt my emotions overwhelming me, trying to not scream but I couldn't. I cried and felt my whole world crumble and I thought I just got it together. "Why me?" I asked myself, and that's when the thoughts started coming in like a heard of buffalos. I felt the rage, heartbreak, anxiety, depression take over all at once.

"What did I do?", "How do I fix this?" All I could do was wonder how to fix this, but little did I know I couldn't change her mind. I stare while crying my eyes out trying to change shit, that was breaking me slowly. I felt the feelings overwhelmed me. Then she came out to the living room. "I'm gonna sleep downstairs" she said. I looked at her with heartbreak in my eyes that I couldn't hide " please don't do this I need you and I cant live in a world without you" she looked at me with no expression "goodnight Kristiana". I watched as the person who promised me she would never leave walk away from me.