Brown eyes

Broken

A lot had happened after the breakup was final. We worked together so it was hard to not think about everything that happened. I couldn't even work a whole day and it just got worse from there. I had stopped going to work all in one I didn't work for 2 weeks all because I couldn't look at her. But while I was hurting and dealing with a shattered heart she was getting with a guy from work.
But what nobody knew was I was going through hell all by myself, I moved back in with my mom and while she was dealing with my little brothers and sisters I was crying non stop all day and all night. The words kept repeating in my head, I just wanted her back and it was tearing me apart. But then it went from just crying to not eating to drinking heavy and the crazy thing is I have never done this over a person, I have never felt this heavy for someone. I was putting my heart, body and emotions through so much and it was eating me alive.
Then it got to the point I was drinking every night and letting the liquor consume me and my thoughts. My mom drove me to work one day and told me she was gonna be my hype man and played a song by post Malone and for the first time in 2 weeks I smiled.
I didn't eat for 3 weeks until my mom realized I was lying about eating, she would watch me eat a little bit but what she didn't know what I was so broken inside that I was throwing up right after I would eat. My mom started hearing me throw up after every meal and didn't want me to keep doing that. The day after my mom found out she starting questioning me and my heart dropped because she knew that I knew and this is where it started to get bad.