Brown eyes

Me first

After choosing to not be her friend I kept to myself, I figured that was the best. I needed time to heal and I knew that, so I did things to keep me busy but some days I just cried. But people told me that I would be okay, and I knew that but some days I wasn't sure, but I needed to be by myself so that's what I did.

The next few months were hell again because I wasn't there all the way and I started being rude because I hated that people said I was okay, because I wasn't I was just trying to be okay. I learned that music was my bestfriend and it kept me together most days.
Later that night my sister called and said she was stopping by and her boyfriend and his friend was coming too so my mom, aunt and me all sat in the living room and hung out. Then I heard my door open, and my sister came in and we all said hi and I ask were her boyfriend was and she replied "out in the car" I nodded and started looking at my phone. First she started talking to my mother and my aunt, but then it was silent, I felt the gaze on me but chose to ignore it.
"Kristy..." me sister said then paused, "yes." I said in a dry, uninterested tone. " I want you to meet this guy" she said, I could hear the smile in her voice. I sighed with irritation and tiredness then plopping my phone down on the loveseat, " listen... I don't really wanna talk to anyone right now" I said looking at her.
My sister was my other half and always tried to push me to be better but with all the things going on I didn't really want to do much at all, my sister was also very beautiful and she was always having the guys competing for each other so yes I am jealous of her, but back to what I was saying.
April looked at me with her eyes soft and sighed " sissy just say hi" I looked at her and rolled my eyes "fine"