Overdue - Jack Gilinsky imagine -

Overdue part 2

Did that feel good? To be honest it didn't feel good but it felt needed. It felt like everyone was thinking it and it was way overdue....have you ever felt that?

You were driving in your car heading back to your loft thinking about what you said back there. You couldn't get the stares of everyone's faces out of your head. Johnson just looked down while Taylor's smirk was very prominent on his face. Nate stared at his phone while Cameron picked up his water glass and took a sip and Sam holding his fist up to his mouth. Jack was the only one you didn't see. Maybe it's because you were feeling victorious from seeing Madison's face.

Now you were feeling really bad. What was Jack's emotions? Jack was your best friend. He was always there and you guys had so much in common. It would seem as if you and Jack should have been together but between you two it wasn't like that. You didn't think of Jack like that. Friend zone? You didn't think of it like that either. Some people in your life are just meant to be constants in your life and that's exactly what Jack was.

But lately Jack was becoming a memory. Ever since she came into the picture, Jack was distant and he wasn't hanging out with the guys or you anymore. Every time you all worked on music he always had to leave early. Whenever you made plans he was always "too tired" or "wanting to spend alone time with himself."

You started to grip the steering wheel as you remember him saying that he wanted YOU to apologize. He wanted YOU to apologize for something that you didn't even start, but you sure as hell finished it.

Your eyes shot up to your rear view mirror to see the asshole blaring his car horn at you and you saw Jack? Since when did he leave and how long was he following you? Jack signaled you to pull over on the highway and you just waited for him to get out. When he was walking over to your car, you opened your door only to have him slam it shut and he walked over getting into your car.

"wHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU Y/N?!" Jack screamed scaring you as you tried to get as far away from him as the car allowed you. His eyes showed nothing but rage while his nostrils flared every time he exhaled. His face was turning red by the millisecond as he watched you try and escape his death stare. His jaw clenching awaiting your answer.

You had never seen Jack like this. It was different he actually looked scary but you mustered up enough confidence and calmly sat up straight looking forward saying.
"Don't start with me Jack you know she started it."

"BUT YOU'RE THE MATURE ONE RIGHT?! ALL I SAW WAS YOU ACTING LIKE A WHINY BITCH?!"
"OH I'M A BITCH?! SHE ACTS LIKE ONE ALL THE TIME AND YOU NEVER SAY ANYTHING JUST LIKE YOU DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TONIGHT! I DONT GIVE A SHIT IF SHE'S YOUR GIRLFRIEND SHE WAS BEING DISRESPECTFUL TO ME AND YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!"
"MADISON IS NOT A BITCH! SHE SAYS THAT SHE TRIED BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU AND YOU NEVER TALK TO HER LIKE YOUR BETTER THAN HER BUT YOU'RE NOT!"
"PLEASE I COULD MOTHER THAT HOE SHES NOT BETTER THAN ME AND SHE NEVER WILL BE?!!! HOW ABOUT YOU TELL YOUR DAUGHTER TO STOP TRYING TO LOOK LIKE ME! SO STOP PAINTING THAT PICTURE IN HER HEAD! JUST STOP!!"
"WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME Y/N?!!"
"I WANT YOU TO STOP YELLING AT ME!!"

I screamed and Jack glared at me but slumped back into his chair. We both took a little time to calm our breathing but I knew that I definitely wouldn't be able to sing tomorrow.

We just sat there in my car on the side of the highway. We didn't look at each other. The time was going by and when I finally looked at my phone it was 1 am.
"Jack it's 1 a.m. and I wanna go home"
"Not until we solve this!"

I huffed and crossed my arms over my chest. I didn't want to talk about her. I didn't want to talk to him. I just wanted to go home and pretend this didn't happen.

"Fine let's solve this then," I whispered while turning to Jack but he didn't look at me. He had his hand over his mouth while he clenched his jaw over and over again.
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why did you do that? Why did you say those things? You were the only one I had out of all the guys. I thought you liked her and I pictured you both being great friends. My girl friend and my best girl-friend being friends. Being such good friends that I would literally have to steal her away from you."

You threw up a little in your mouth. You had so much bitchness ready to come out, but you kept it in your head. "Please I'm not babysitting her or helping her figure out the difference between her left and her right."

You started laughing quietly before you saw Jack looking at you with the same look he had before he started yelling.
"Did I say that out loud?"
Jack got out the car and slammed your door. You jumped out of the car running after him and grabbed his hand. He viciously ripped his hand from your grip.

"Jack what do you want me to do. I don't like her. I can't like her. I won't like her. It has nothing to do with you. I just can't!!!"
"Why Y/N? You're supposed to be my best friend! You're supposed to support me and help me with this. All of my friends hate her do you know how that feels?!"

"Because we can see that she is destroying you." You yelped out while the tears started to form in your eyes. Jack furrowed his eyebrows and he turned around to look at you.

"What?"
"You've changed Jack. I know that sounds cliche but you have. You're never around anymore and I'm not saying that I want to have you 24/7 but the times we used to chill are becoming a memory now. You've even been blowing off Johnson and that's your best friend! I'm your best friend! All the boys are your best friends! And you're ruining your friendships for a girl who probably doesn't even know the difference between the applicator and the tampon!"

Jack stared at me with confusion. Then his face morphed back into anger.
"Oh I get it now..." Jack said and you felt as if a huge weight was being lifted from your shoulders.
"Thank God that's all I was tryi-"
"You're in love with me..."
You back away from Jack and looks at him with wide eyes. You thought they were going to fall out of your head.

"What?"
"You're in love with me. Oh my god you're in love with me!" He said while laughing. You felt embarrassed. You didn't know why but those words coming out of his mouth and him laughing behind them were enough for you to feel hot and the tears to finally come down your cheeks.

"That's why you don't talk to Madison because your jealous that she has me and you said all that stuff so I could think that you were better. Y/N baby you're pretty but you're just not her."

If he didn't kill you with the first then he killed with that one. He took the gun, looked you in the eyes, smiled, and shot you straight through your heart.
You could feel your chest collapsing in and your crying becoming ecstatic.
"Sorry the only thing I did was care about you."

"Yeah well do me a favor and don't"
"I DON'T WANT ANYTHING FROM YOU JACK! I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY AND REAL LIKE THE OLD YOU WAS."
"I didn't change. Madison fell for me just like you did. You both fell for G...maybe it's you who changed baby."

Jack walked back to his car and drove down the highway. You ran back to your car and tried to put the key back into the ignition but your eyes were too blurry. So you got out and got into the backseat laying down, crying your eyes out and eventually falling asleep.