Overdue - Jack Gilinsky imagine -

Over due part 6 1/2

I believe that dreams tell you things. That they are prophetic messages are from God to change your fate. That if one is smart enough to heed it's warnings, then they can save themselves from hurt, harm, or danger. But there are dreams that mean nothing. Simply visions of recycled memories cluttered in your subconscious that are brought to life. So what does one do? Do you believe your dreams? Or some parts? Or just tell your friends you had a weird dream?
I had been having the same dream all week, but each night it had a different element. The dream began with all my friends and family watching me walk down the aisle in a beautiful dress. I could tell Jack was waiting for me because I could see his hair. When I faced him I couldn't help but think how perfect everything was. Sam, Kenny, Johnson, and Nate as his groomsmen. His mom crying and his dad looking approving at the both of us. The wedding was taken place in Omaha at the lake house that they all used to party at in high school.
Everything seemed so perfect. The pastor was saying the last lines when my dream turned into a nightmare.
"Do you Jack Finnegan Gilinsky take Madison Elle Beer to be your lawfully wedded wife?"
"I do"
"And do you Madison Elle Beer take Jack Finnegan Gilinsky to be your lawfully wedded husband?"
I looked at Jack who was just smiling, and then I turned to the pastor and looked at his glasses to see my reflection and I was in fact Madison?!
I looked at the crowd to see her parents and her family members. I turned around to see her friends as her bridesmaids. The only question in my mind was "Where the fuck was I?"
I looked down each row until I got to the back and there I was. Wearing light pink and tears streaming down my face. Why was this happening? Would Jack really invite me to his wedding and make me sit through him marrying basically my enemy?
"I do," I said and I watched me get up and run out of the double doors.
"Wait!" I called out and started running towards me. But my dream started to blur and suddenly the floor gave way and I was falling and screaming. That's when I woke up at 3 am, sweat sticking to my face and running down my back. The next night, it was the same dream except when I walked up to the alter it was Madison who was the pastor and she was telling me all kinds of terrible things like I was going to hell. The third night was Jack saying "I don't" and professing his love to Madison in front of everyone and the crowd agreeing and they all tore up my dress and snatched the flowers from my hands giving them to Madison and I once again had to watch them marry.
All these dreams ended with me in my shower at 3 am, water beading down my back and me deep in thought. Sometimes I cried but I guess this was the time to just think. Tonight's dream my wedding dress was black. My veil was black and even the roses were black. Jack couldn't look me in the eye and I couldn't hear what the pastor was saying. It was like I tuned the world out. The only thing I could hear was my heartbeat and the thoughts of everyone in the room.
"I never thought Y/N and Jack would end up together"
"Huge mistake"
"After everything she's been through with him"
"Bet it's for the money"
I turned off the water and threw on Jack's Westside Championship football shirt and walked down stairs sitting at the island and running my fingers through my head.
Maybe the first dream was telling me what Madison would do. How she would in fact marry Jack but she'd feel bad for me? Is that even possible? The second dream probably meant that if I did marry Jack, Madison would allow it but she would be a constant mold in our life? The third dream had to mean embarrassment. It was almost like Cinderella so maybe I'd find my Prince Charming? But Jack is supposed to be my prince...
"I should be asleep!"
I grabbed my house phone and calling the one person I knew would be up right now...
"Nash are you sleeping?"
"I'd like too but I'm editing this video. Shouldn't you be asleep Y/N? The Bieber Roast is tomorrow and aren't you and Jack supposedly coming out the closet?"
"We're not gay Nash," I said while laughing. "Nash you'd never lie to me right?"
"Nope"
"Not even if it was for my own good?"
"I'd never lie to you cause I know you wouldn't lie to me Y/N."
"Okay well I've been having this dream about Jack and I don't wanna explain the whole dream but I have this feeling that today is not gonna go the way I expected to go and I'm gonna get hurt really badly."
"Jack wouldn't hurt you Y/N. You guys are like best friends so you don't have to worry about nothing. Madison is gone and I'm glad she will finally be out of our lives. After what she did to my brother she can get run over by a car..twice," Nash laughed which made me laugh too.
"Maybe I'm overreacting?"
"Big time"
"Thanks Nash you're such a good friend good night"
I walked over to my couch trying to get some sleep for the day pressing ahead.