Overdue - Jack Gilinsky imagine -

Overdue part 11

Nothing like a little vacation to get your mind off things and slip away from reality. Coachella was a right of passage. Although almost everyone in the entire world knew about it and saved money to go, it was the celebrity sightings and lineup that made Coachella the best of the best and the main event in the spring.
Coachella was like entering a different world for three days. It had 70s fashion mixed with modern music and nothing bad really happened there. It was like a safe zone and everyone was free and the main rule was: "Whatever happens at Coachella..stays"
This would be the perfect weekend if I didn't have so much on my mind. Well all I had on my mind was Justin. Ever since he asked me to move in with him he hasn't talked to me. I didn't want to hurt his feelings. He has done so much for me but I just think we are moving WAY TOO DAMN FAST!
I mean come on we aren't even dating yet! Yet? Oh god I am so confused! I looked over to Justin who was concentrated on the road in front of him. He hadn't spoken to me in two days and I honestly felt really bad. Was I overthinking things like I always do!? Maybe Justin wanted me to be his roommate? Maybe?
"Justin are you mad at me?" I said softly.
"Never baby why would you ask that?"
"Cause you haven't spoken to me in going on three days..."
Justin gently grabbed my hand and brought it to his lips.
"I'm not mad Y/N I'm just being patient, I don't want you to think you have to do anything because of me or that you have to compromise your decisions or yourself for me to be happy. Just you being next to me in this car is making me the happiest guy in the world, and if you want to wait to move in with me then okay I respect your decision. I never want you to feel uncomfortable with me."
I leaned in to give him a kiss on the cheek and I quickly returned to my seat. I have never kissed Justin...I guess my heart reacted before my brain. I could see him blush a bit and I started blushing as well.
Although my brain told me that Justin was perfect my heart still hung onto Jack, but only by a thread. I thought about Jack every night. I hadn't gotten a decent night of sleep since our little encounter at the studio. I threw myself into my work after that day. Writing songs and literally living at the studio. I slept there three days out the week because whenever I worked on my album I didn't think of Jack surprisingly.
"You're gonna meet Gigi today she's really cool, she's a bit quiet but she's really nice so you don't have to worry."
"Who's all coming?"
"Us, Kendall and Kylie, some of their friends, Gigi, Hailey, and some other friends."
"Other?"
"It's a surprise princess!" Justin said while laughing at my expression. I WANTED TO KNOW!
We pulled up to the gorgeous villa and Kendall came running out the house and into my arms.
"Y/N! I didn't know you were coming we are going to have so much fun! Oh my gosh and it's your first time!"
"Hey Ken!"
We all walked into the house to see everyone sitting down in the main area playing music and talking or out back in the pool. Justin sat down with Kendall while I went out back to explore the rest of the house. This villa was huge and beautiful and the pool was as long as the backyard.
I sat at the edge and dipped my feet in and a head popped up in between my legs making me scream.
"Nash?! What the hell are you doing here?"
"Hanging with my friends...why are you here Y/N?"
"Justin invited me"
"Oh right your new boyfriend..."
"He's not my boyfriend Nash," I said while getting up walking back to the main area.
"Y/N!"
I turned around to see Nash's head peeking from the water. His eyes matched the sky but they weren't as bright as they usually were..or were they and I just forgot?
"I just want to tell you that I didn't know Gilinsky was still seeing Madison, and I never intended on hurting you or you getting hurt."
"Why are you telling me this?"
"Because I miss you."
"Yeah well I miss me too."
I walked back in the house and sat down with everyone. Justin introduced me to everyone else including Gigi who was drop dead gorgeous and now we were all taking pictures, laughing and talking about who we were going to see on the first day.
"GUESS WHO?!!!!!" Someone screamed from the door and I knew that voice.
I got up and ran to the door to see Matt walking in.
"WHOA!"
"I KNOW!!" I screamed and jumped into Matt's arms hugging him.
"This is so great you, me, and Nash! We can all hang out like it used to be," Matt said looking at me with hopeful eyes.
"Maybe"
"Come on Y/N"
"Until you go through what I've been through Matt save the speech," I replied sharply and walked away.
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Justin lead us up to our room and opened the French doors. The room was HUGE and we got the balcony that I saw when I was by the pool.
"Wow"
"I know I wanted us to get the biggest room just for the two of us," Justin said while carrying in our bags. I smiled softly and walked around the room. It had its own bathroom and TV room and the view from the balcony was amazing! Did I forget to mention there was only one bed?
I sat on the bed and Justin came out with his shirt off and grabbing a towel.
"Did you see Nash?"
"Yeah"
"That was my surprise! I figured some of your friends here would help you open up a bit more, Matt said you all are really close"
"Yeah practically family," I said while smiling which was hella fake. Hopefully Justin wouldn't notice.
Justin smiled and closed the bathroom door taking a shower. I walked out the room and down the hall where every one else's room was. I could hear the laughs and screams from girls coming from each room and I needed to go somewhere quiet so I could think.
I went back out to the pool and sat down on the chairs and let out a long sigh.
"You're going to have to forgive the boys at some point Y/N."
I kept my eyes closed,"Matt you don't even know what's happened you got his side of the story and not mine!"
"Jack told me everything he did and he said all he wants for you to do is listen to him and forgive him."
"Jack wants me to forgive him! Quick question let's trade lives and I give you all the shit that's happened to me would you forgive the girl that did all that to you?"
"You have ever right to be mad, pissed, hurt, sad or whatever your feeling but taking it out on the boys and not letting them explain to you what happened is just as bad if not worse as what Jack did to you Y/N! You're not like that and you know it."
"You don't know what I'm like anymore Matt! So stop trying to get in my head!"
"We miss you Y/N! You missed Taylor, Johnson, and Nate's birthdays and you never miss our birthdays. You never return any of our texts, calls, snapchats, or whatever. You dropped out of our tour! What's happened to you!"
"I'M MOVING ON MATT! When we were friends I was just some girl who sung on Vine and was friends with you all. Now I'm working on my first album and I'm almost done with it. I'm at Coachella with Justin Bieber and the Jenner sisters, and a supermodel. When I pitch my album to the executives of Columbia I could get a record deal. All of this has happened ever since I took all of you out of my life and to be honest I've been enjoying the benefits Matty!"
"What has he done to you..."
I rolled my eyes and got up walking away from Matt before turning around,"Stop blaming Justin for changing me because he didn't. He just made me realize my potential and what I've been missing and more importantly what I deserve and that's definitely not Jack and the rest of the boys."
I stormed back to our room and slammed my head in a pillow screaming. After about 5 minutes I lifted my head to see Justin laying next to me.
"You want to talk about it princess?" He said while rubbing my back and moving my hair to the side. I shook my head and told him I just wanted to sleep. I was on vacation and I was going to enjoy myself.
Justin got up and grabbed two pillows walking back to the TV room.
"Justin where are you going?"
"You can take the bed babe, I'll sleep in the TV room."
My heart soared and I laughed.
"Justin you're P E R F E C T I O N. But I really want you to sleep with me...please," I whispered while pulling the covers back. He ran and jumped into the bed causing us both to laugh and he wrapped his arms around my waist. We talked for about 10 minutes and I was the first to go to sleep but not without hearing,"I can't wait till the day when I close my eyes to you and you're the first thing my eyes see in the morning..."