Overdue - Jack Gilinsky imagine -

Overdue part 4

The fact "Jack stop that tickles," you giggled as the two of you wrestled around in his bed, him nibbling at your neck.
"You haven't been telling me to stop for the last couple of days," he whispered into your ear. You could hear the smirk in his voice as he lightly dragged his hand up your bare thigh. You blushed a deep red. He was right, ever since Jack had broken up with Madison he started spending more time with you, being active on Twitter with his fans and spending more time with the guys making music, but it was the time he was spending with you that made your heart soar.
Jack was literally everything you wanted in a guy. You don't know why you hadn't looked at him like that before. He had the looks, talent, personality and the sex was incredible! Everytime you thought about his hands, your body would tingle and you'd bite your lip. It was like Jack was making up for all the months he wasted with....her.
"I want a kiss baby boy," you begged. He smiled and kissed your cheek. You whined and he laughed getting up and putting on his clothes.
"Where are you going?" You questioned sitting up and letting the cover shift a bit.
"Studio with the guys babygirl, Johnson says this producer wants to work with us and he's around our age so we're going to hangout to see what he's like," he replied while walking down the hallway.

You got up and followed him to the front door,"Hurry back I'm going to miss you..."Jack smiled and kissed you this time on the lips sucking on your bottom lip.

You moaned,"Don't start something you can't finish Finnegan."

"I always finish Y/N, but I let you go first since I'm such a gentlemen."
You laughed and he pulled you into a hug burying his head in your neck. This was great but you couldn't silence the nagging thoughts screaming in your head. It had been months since he'd seen Madison and you guys had been secretly seeing each other ever since that day. The guys didn't even know. You wanted to tell them but Jack made you promise not too. He said he wanted to tell everyone but it had been months. Why was he hiding you?

Your body stiffened at the war going on in your head and Jack quickly picked up on your disposition.

"What's wrong cutie?"
"Jack we've been doing this thing or whatever we are for 3 months and you haven't told the guys, your family, or the fans..."

"Y/N..." He sighed while rubbing his forehead.

"Are you ashamed of me? What are you hiding?"

Jack grabbed your face with both of his hands and leaned his forehead against yours.

"No of course I'm not ashamed of you. I'm just waiting for the right time to tell everyone. I want it to be perfect and I want you to be prepared. I didn't want you saying anything because I know how my fans are and I think it should come from me, it'll be better that way. I promise you I'm gonna make us official...you're all I've ever wanted and I finally got you I'm not gonna mess that up," he whispered while looking deep in your eyes.

You saw the love and sincerity in his eyes so you just nodded your head and kissed him.

"See you later sexy," he said while winking at you.

You giggled and waved at him. Leaning your back up against the door you sighed. Your mind and heart were at war and your conscience was usually a neutral component but it was telling you that you were going to get hurt really bad. You couldn't help it. Every time you were with Jack, you couldn't help but all you could think is how you got into that one fight on the side of the highway. The words did their part and stayed etched in your memory. Jack took such protection over Madison and it made you question would he ever do the same for you. Walking back to his bedroom you grabbed one of his shirts off the floor and jumped into his bed.

You picked up your phone and decided to interact with the fans on Twitter and Instagram. You were scrolling through your feed when you saw that Jack had posted a picture literally 5 minutes ago. You wanted to comment "😍😍💕" but you remembered that Jack wanted to be the one to tell the fans. You didn't want to seem stalkerish but you started going through the comments.
It made you smile seeing the love that the fans had for him. You always told Jack to read his comments because some of them were the fans telling him how he saved them and how much he meant to them. Your smile quickly turned into a scowl as you saw that Madison had commented on his picture. It was just the bear emoji? 🐻 Tf was that supposed to mean? Now you were seriously turning into a stalker. You went to Twitter and looked at her tweets to see that she tweeted right after the picture was posted.

"Okkkaaayyyy I need to chill TF out...Jack loves me...I need to not jump to conclusions and just watch some TV and stop talking to myself."

Jack POV

"5 more minutes?"

I smirked as I turned around to see Madison sprawled out on Y/N bed. I bit my lip and picked her up placing her against the wall. She grabbed my face and kissed me. I was still drunk off of her. Everything about her.

"I've got to get back to her." Madison's smile quickly turned sour and she pushed me back and she grabbed her clothes starting to put them on.

"Baby come on you know I love you and only you!"

"You say that yet you go back to her. You know I'm better than her Jack. I complete you...I make you happy so why not just let everyone know again. People breakup and get back together all the time."

That was the thing though. I never made it official with Madison either. This moment was déjà Vú for me. Y/N wanted to make it official and Madison wanted to make it official. Don't get me wrong I love Y/N with all my heart but it's like a sisterly love. Whenever we have sex it disappears though but any other time it's like I'm talking to one of the guys, but with Madison it's different...

"I'm just waiting for the right time to tell everyone. I want it to be perfect and I want you to be prepared. I didn't want you saying anything because I know how my fans are and I think it should come from me, it'll be better that way. I promise you I'm gonna make us official...you're all I've ever wanted and I was really happy when I got you back and I'm not gonna mess that up baby," I whispered as I pulled her into a hug.

"Mmm fine I trust you. I just can't believe you told her all that stuff Jack."

"I just wanna be with you but I don't need her up my ass all the time about us. Either she's with me or not but looks like she isn't going to be but I don't need the bitch."
Madison laughed and kissed my neck while tugging me towards Y/N's bathroom.

"Before we leave let's take a shower in this bitch's bathroom."

I smirked as she pulled me through the door.

Y/N POV

You were still at Jack's house waiting for the boys to get home. By now you were fully dressed and just watching TV. You calmed down from your scare earlier and realized you needed to trust Jack more, after all you'd want him to do the same if the tables were turned.

You opened your phone to text Sammy what time were they coming back when you noticed that Madison had posted a link. Your stalkerish feelings were coming back.

"Just put the phone down Y/N!"

You couldn't and you clicked the link which took you back to Instagram. You breathed a sigh of relief as you saw it was just a selfie but started laughing when you saw that she had the exact same flannel and necklace as you. Like you told Jack she was trying to be you. You looked through her comments and saw the predicted "😍" and "😘😘💘" and the hate that the fans sent telling her to stay away from Gilinsky. You'd be lying if you said you didn't agree. Just as you were about to exit the app the comments refreshed and you saw everyone freaking out that Jack had commented?

Your heart started beating fast and you scrolled to see his comment. When you finally found it, you were confused. It was the panda bear and a thought cloud thingy? 💭🐼 Hearing keys unlock the front door you walked down the steps to see Johnson, Skate, Sammy, Nash, Foush but no Jack.

"Hey Y/N I didn't know you were here when did you get here?" Sammy asked and your thoughts were all over the place.
"Uhh that's not important J can I talk to you please...privately?"

Johnson lead you to his bedroom and he jumped on his bed while you stood standing.

"What's up Y/N you look pret-"
"Is he still seeing her?"
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Jack please I know Gilinsky is your best friend but I'm your best friend too!" You exclaimed letting your feelings get the best of you.
"Why do you care so much Y/N?"
"I'm his best friend and I care about his feelings. I would do the same for all of you," you replied. You wanted to say because "I love him and we've been dating for 3 months and I really don't want my assumptions to be true because I would die." But you didn't.
"I can't tell you Y/N I'm sorry." Johnson wasn't making eye contact with you and you wanted to cry.

You walked over to his door and stood there,"He told me he wasn't seeing her. He's been doing so good and I just don't want him hurt. He wouldn't lie to me right? You know how I hate liars. I'd hate to see your halo taken away because you don't know where to place your loyalty Jack..."