When i met her, she was too broken. From body to soul nothing was in that situation to repair...
When she met me... I don't know how... But she started recovering by herself... As if she was waiting for me only...
And when finally we were together e...
Pehli dafa jab maya usse ghar leke aya tha mujhe khushi hui thi.... Meri beti kisi mein interested thi islie.... Maya bht simple girl hai... Pyar mohabbat mein usne kabhi dhyan hi nahi diya ... Par us din meri beti bohot khush thi...itni kabhi pehle nahi dekha maine usse . . Nawab bhi mujhe bohot pasand aya tha.... Sabkuch accha hi tha... Haa kabhi kabhi jhagra hota tha unke bich... Nawab se pehle Maya hi sorry karleti thi ... Itna pyar karti thi woh.... Kabhi kabhi mujhe bhi Nawab ka behaviour ajeeb hilagta tha... Par apni beti ki khushi ke age main laachar thi ... Bina baap ke bada kiya hai maine usse.... Kabhi bhi kuch nahi manga usne lekin .... Jisdin Nawab ke maut ka news aya... Tabse tumhare milne tak bas ek hi mang thi... Maa ... Mujhe mera pyar wapas kardona ... (Crying silently her mom was saying all these having emotions for her daughter)
Nawab markar bhi meri beti mein zinda hai aur meri beti zinda hoke bhi pal pal marti thi uske liye... aur jab tum mile ... Maya thik hone lagi... tum dono itne ek jaise ho ke usse samajh nahi aya... woh tumhe Nawab samajke tumhari har baat manne lag gayi... (she was lost in the past.)
Wahi ankhein, wahi muskan, wahi awaz, wahi chehra.... Aisa lagta hai jaise Nawab hi ho tum... pata nahi yeh miracle kaise possible hai par lagta hai meri beti ke liye hi huya hai...( she turned to me and held my hands in hers)
Please beta... main ek maa hoon... apni beti ke liye mujhse jo ho saka maine kiya... tum yeh raaz ko raaz hi rakhna... usse kuch mat batana... wada karo nahi bataoge? (She cried and said with her pleading eyes)
Yeh ap kya keh rahi hai aunty... yeh galat hai... main nawab nhi hu... main Anurag hu...ap keh rahi hai ki main usse apna loon woh bhi nawab banke? Yeh namumkin hai... main uske sath itna bada dhoka nahi kar sakta... apni pehchan nhi chipa sakta... aur jab usse yeh sab pata chalega tab... tab kya hoga? Main usse theek karne ke liye aya hoon uske zindegi kharab karne ke liye nahi.... (I took my steps back)
Tumhare ankhon mei saf nazar ata hai mujhe... tum bhi usse pyar karte ho....( she also forwarded her steps)
Lekin Maya serf Nawab se pyar karti hai, mujhse nahi aunty... main usse dhoka nhi dek sakta... khudse nazre kaise milaunga main...(I started trembling)
Kya karoge phir? Sab bata doge usse? Tab kya hoga? Tumne usse theek kiya na ab tum hi usse phirse pagal bana dogi? Woh bhi pehle se battar hal mei? Tab khudse nazre kaise milaoge tum Anurag? (She started yelling on me)
I could not take it anymore. Her words were making me more uncomfortable. Tapping my ears with my hands i just ran from there. I escaped from there...
Third time in my life i was feeling helpless. First i lost Shivani, then falling for maya was beautiful but her accident made me helpless and now this... I can't bear this anymore! How will i face her from now ? Everything was making me feel so anxious that I started running on the road like a mad one! She loves this face... she loves someone who had my face... how is it even possible? How can we be so similar? Seriously man, as if we are twins brother... but as far as i know i am the one and only son of my parents. While running i felt on the floor and my thought stopped there. I sat there and her face came in front me... maya... the girl who became my life, the one whom i fell in love with her....
Hai dil yeh mere Mujhe hardam hai poochta Kyun hai mujhe tujhse itni waafa
Anurag was broken. He wasn't ready to hear all these. It broke his heart which was already broken. Sitting there, on the road he was crying having nothing to do to save his Maya...
Kyun teri hasrat Hai har khwahish se badhkar mujhe Kyun naam tera hi leti zubaan..
Maya was laying on the bed. Lost in her dreams.. smiling sometimes and thinking about him, her Nawab. She was unaware what was going on him right now!
Saathi tera bann jaaun" Kyun hai yeh junoon! Har aansun tera pee jaaun Or de du sukoon
Gathering himself somehow he went to home...Turning on and off he was looking at blank...
Har din tujhko chaahun Teri raah takun Apni baahon mein tujhko Main salamat rakhun
Moments with her were coming in front of him, her smile was echoing in his ears but his brain was numb...
Main kya karu shivi? Tum bhi naraz hogi na mujhse? maine tumhe bhi dhoka dediya... tumhare hone ke baad bhi maine kisi aur ko us najar se dekha jaise tumhe dekha karti thi... main shayad kisike kabil nahi hu... lekin tum to meri friend bhi ho na? Batao na shivi main usse sach batadu kya?
He looked at her photo and started talking to her.
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Other side Maya was sleeping, peacefully on her bed. That glow of him was still on her face, she was happy after a long time but will this stay forever? what will bring her destiny to him? If he tell her the truth will she be that much capable to accept it? Or if he act like this until she gets to know the truth, will she forgive him after knowing? Will there be a happily ever after ?
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Voilà..... another update. Only few people read this but they like it 😊
