Crossing the line

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After I arrive home and fill Jase in on my plans, he wasn't angry he was actually relieved.

"The thing is baby girl, me and Darryl have been seeing each other for a little over a year and I haven't said anything because you have needed me. It's only when you started to get your life in order that I told you about it, the thing is he wants us to live together and I've been struggling with a way to tell you"

"Jase you should have told me! I've been worried sick about telling you"

"Listen the only thing now is to enjoy our time together coz we ain't going to be seeing each other everyday no more"

"It's time for us both to live our lives"

"Yeah it is and I'm glad your moving closer to home. I'm chuffed that you had such a good time back home"

I was happy that he was happy but also sad that soon we won't be together anymore, I love Jase and he had been my best friend forever but he needed to live a life that I wasn't the centre of anymore.

I put on my pyjamas

Then make my way outside, Jase has gone to stay with his boyfriend

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Then make my way outside, Jase has gone to stay with his boyfriend. Robert is sitting on my bench holding two mugs of coffee when I go outside

"Hey neighbour"

"Welcome home, coffee?"

"Yes please" i take my seat next to him and we talk about the last few weeks, he asks all about my trip and then we start talking about his new movie

"I don't want spoilers! I'm excited for the next one"

"I won't spoil it for you, but it's going to be good"

"Will it be an avenger one?"

"Sort of it's captain America civil war"

"Wow okay so I'm now even more excited, I mean Cap is crazy hot"

"Oh god your Team Cap?"

"Hell no! Team Stark bitch have you seen how hot he is?"

"I am him" we just laugh,

"Jase is staying with his boyfriend and it's starting to get cold do you want to come in for another coffee?"

"Yeah okay, beats going home alone"

"Exactly, I'm the best company"

We go inside and I make us coffees and we sit on the sofa together. Continuing our conversation

"How long have you and Susan been together?"

"10 years"

"Wow that's a long time you must really love each other"

"She was my everything you know, she helped me when I was on drugs and we were madly in love but the last 2 years I feel like we have been together out of comfort more that love"

"Why is that?"

"She's been distant with me for a long time but I ignore it because she's my wife and she's helped me through so much but we hardly spend any time together anymore I thought buying this house she would want to be around but since being here I think she's spent a week here"

"Must be lonely?"

"Yeah it is, the house is huge and being on my own well it's no fun. I mean some of the guys come over from time to time but they have their own lives. I guess I'm glad I got you"

"And now I'm leaving too"

"Yeah it's a bummer, any chance you don't want to leave?"

"Jase is moving in with his boyfriend I don't want to be here alone"

"I'm here"

"2 massive houses for 2 people. I was going to let out the house but I've decided not too now, I'm gonna just keep it empty just in case I want to come back to the sun and my pool and same for Jase just in case he needs to escape"

"Good, i didn't want to live next door to anyone else"

"Obviously I'm the best neighbour ever"

"And the greatest girl I've ever met"

"Your awesome too you know"

"Of course"

"It's 4am you must be tired I'm sorry for keeping you for so long"

"I've enjoyed myself, but I best let you get some sleep"

"It's crazy that I really don't want this night to end"

"Me neither but your always beautiful but I need beauty sleep"

"Hey your also a handsome man" he stands up and puts his cup on the coffee table

"Thanks for a nice evening Lexie, hopefully we can do it again before you leave"

"I'd love that" I stand up and start walking to the back door with him

"Goodnight Lex" he leans in for a hug, i wrap my arms around his waist. I feel him smelling my hair, I'm so glad I washed my hair. I close my eyes while my head leans on his chest.

I lift my head up off him and he releases me from his arms, he stands there in front of me with a serious expression on his face, our eyes are locked each other.
His face is slowly moving in to mine, is this really happening it's like slow motion he's coming closer and I find myself tilting my head and leaning in to him.

His lips press on to mine, it's a soft kiss the moment he feels me kissing him back he puts more passion into it, the kiss gets deep and faster and his hands are in my hair, I wrap my arms around his waist then slide them down so my hands touch his ass. He pushes me against the door and I lift my leg up and he grabs my thigh, I moan into his mouth which encourages him to stick his tongue into my mouth.

Next thing he pulls away, he looks at me with sadness in his eyes "I'm so sorry, I didn't I mean I'm so sorry Lexie"

"Shh it's fine, it's my fault too"

"No I pushed my self on you I'm sorry I'm married I shouldn't be doing this I'm so sorry I have to go" not another word was spoken he ran out the door and back home, I just stood there in shock not sure if that actually happened.

I lay down on the sofa and throw the blanket over me and close my eyes. I've just fucked up big time.

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