Living in the moment

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He doesn't leave my house, he really is spending all his time here. The only times he leaves are to go to work but he's back in the evenings how he managed to get a key I really don't know. The house I put the offer on in Stars Hollow the owners accepted my offer and the house will be mine by the end of the week. An offer was made on my house with an extra $100,000 if I left all my furniture which I was happy to do, new house new stuff. The only downside was the people wanted to move into the house much sooner than I was ready for. Jase still has a couple of months to wait until his house is ready, so it looks like I'll be there before him.

"Why can't you just come and stay with me? You promised me a few more months Lexie and now it's only been 2 weeks and your leaving me?"

"I'm not moving in with you"

"Why not? I've been practically living here with you so it's just doing what we have been doing a few doors down?"

"And then you'll never let me go home"

"I get that your leaving and no I'm not happy about it, I don't want you to go but right now I want the next couple of months please"

"Rob"

"Please just stay with me until Jase and Darryl move?"

"Fine! But there is no funny business. I get that you want us to share a bed hoping that I'll change my mind but it's not happening no more. If I move in with you then I want my own room?"

"No deal! Listen we haven't been having sex because your on this we are not a thing bullshit but I'm sorry we will be sharing a bed"

"Your impossible"

"Say yes"

"Fine, only because I don't want to be there without Jase"

"I'll take it" we haven't been having sex, I've refused to take it to that next level because he wants more than I can offer him, I can't be the girl who dates one of the most famous men in the world, his life isn't private and I've done some fucked up shit in my time and I don't need press and media looking into my life if I'm with him, he's too good for me. He's a better person than me.

3 weeks later...

He's been away working for a few days, they wanted him in the new Spider-Man movie so he's been gone.

Living with him has been a nightmare, he acts as if we are a bloody couple! I wish he would understand why we can't be. I'd ruin him.

There's an hour left of my shift at the restaurant, it's a shit shift because Grace isn't working and there's been a ton of new staff come in because he place is a lot busier now that an article came out about Robert Downey Jr eating here, so people are hoping he will come in again. Even at work I can't escape him..

"Goodnight Lex, you working tomorrow?"

"No not tomorrow. I'm off now for the weekend but I'll be back Tuesday"

"See you then kitten"

Kitten? Ew!

I start making my way home from the restaurant and there's not a cab in sight so I'm going to have to walk it, I would buy a car but there is no point, parking would be a bitch.

Finally home, I open the door and throw my purse on the table and kick off my shoes, I turn on the light in the main room and

Finally home, I open the door and throw my purse on the table and kick off my shoes, I turn on the light in the main room and

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See that he's finally home. He looks like an Angel when he sleeps. He looks so exhausted I try to wake him but there's no sign of waking him up, so I take grab a blanket and throw it over him and make my way up to bed.

Laying in this bed without him feels really lonely! Fuck it shouldn't be like this. The last few nights I have slept where he is sleeping now because this bed felt too big without him and he wasn't there to play with my hair while I fell asleep.

"Ughhhhh!" This wasn't how it was supposed to bed. I throw off the blanket and walk back down the stairs, grab a glass of water and throw it over him

"Are you fucking crazy?"

"I think I actually might be! Upstairs to bed now please"

"Lexie!! Just a simple shake would do! This is cold"

"Bed I'm tired"

"Am I bothering you sleeping here?"

"Yes! I can't sleep up there without you now get up to bed or move over up to you"

His smile is so wide "you miss me huh?"

"Bed Rob now"

"Say it!"

"No"

"Come on say it"

"I don't need to say anything"

"Say it and I'll come to bed with you"

"Fine, yes I've missed you. The bed feels lonely without you and I want you to come to bed so I can finally have a decent night sleep"

"Why didn't you just say so, come on baby let's go to bed"

"I hate you"

"Nah, I think it's the opposite" he takes hold of my hand and pulls me up the stairs to our bedroom. He takes off his suit and climbs into bed facing away from me

"What are you doing?"

"Sleeping?"

"No! Turn around"

"Lexie you wanted me in bed with you and here I am now what do you want?"

"Nothing! Whatever goodnight asshole" he just laughs at me. Fuckface! I pull the blanket up to my neck and close my eyes.

He shuffles around and then I feel him; one arm drapes around to my stomach and the other starts to play with my hair. I just smile.

How am I going to live without him? Did he know this was going to happen? I miss his touch after only 3 days how am i going to be when he's gone for good?

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