| • 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐞 • | 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐯 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐈𝐈 (DISCONTINUED)

❦ HANAKI - emily dyer & emma woods

You coughed up blood feeling the petals flutter out onto the marble sink. You groaned coughing more — your throat filling with flowers. The door opened behind you but you payed no attention to it and continued coughing.

“How much longer are you gonna hide this from her, Y/N?” Your friend, Emma asked blaintly. You coughed wiping the leaking blood from your mouth. “You really think I'd be able to tell her? She doesn't love me back, Emma. There's no point in telling her now, it'll just hurt even more and I'll have to endure more pain then I do now. Telling her won't fix anything.”

She sighed, “You never know unless you try it!-” “Goddamnit Emma! It doesn't work like that! It doesn't just help it or fix it in an instant! For gods sake, is it really that hard to understand?!”

You sighed running your finger through your hair as Emma frowned, “I'm sorry, I was just trying to help." You remained silent and washed the blood and petals down the drain before leaving the frowning female alone. You stuck back on your gloves walking into the room seeing the familiar face of the doctor examining the patient.

“Ah, hello Y/N.” You gave a small but weak smile, “Hello, Emily.” She grasped a notepad in her hand before passing it over to you, “Patient's name is Lisa Riley, formerly known as Lisa Woods and Lisa Beck.”

“What are we performing on her..?”
You asked looking over at her, her breath hitched. “..Heart Surgery.”
Emily turned around feeling her hands shake, you watched with a frown on your face turning back to the notepad.

You looked over it once more before a familiar name caught your attention.

Family:

Spouses:

Leo Beck — Ex Husband

Freddy Riley — Current Husband

Children:

Emma Woods — Daughter

Your eyes went wide, you were performing heart surgery on your best friend's mother. If you were to screw this up.. You sighed only to start coughing, Emily looked at you with a worried look. You felt the blood splutter out of your mouth and onto the floor, your hands wrapped around your throat trying to stop it leaving a worried and confused Emily.

“Y/N? Y/N?! Y/N are you alright?!” She rushed to your side propping you up against the wall — rushing to get a bucket.

She eventually returned with a light blue bucket placing it under your chin as you coughed out flower petals and blood into the bucket. Emily frowned at your current state as she examined your face, your face was a pale white, your eyes had dark purple bags under them with soft scratches.
She bit her lip as you coughed out more blood into the bucket.

“Y/N, you really need to get this sorted out..” She said looking into your eyes with her own gleaming like she was about to cry. You nodded afraid to say anything incase it would endure more pain. She sighed moving the bucket away from you and grasping your hand.
“Are you sure you want to do this with me, Y/N..?” You nodded almost instantly making her slightly giggle, “Alright.”

She helped you up with a small smile before leaving only to return with a tray on a moving cart with multiple silver items that were planned to be used in the surgery.
She handed you a mask before putting her own on, “If you need to take it off to cough out the petals, do it. Trust me, I don't want you dying on me.”

(WARNING!; from here on will be a full detailed explanation on what will happen including stuff such as blood, carving of the skin, syringes/needles and other mature themes. If you do not wish to continue to see this scroll down until you see this emoji: 💗)

You nodded in response as she fumbled with the scalpel, she passed you a syringe with a light pink liquid.
“To numb her from feeling pain.” She mumbled, you nodded as she drew small lines around where she was going to carve. She nodded to you as you slowly started to inject the liquid into the patients skin.
You wiped off the excess with your gloves as shakey hands slowly made their way down to the drawn lines.

Emily let out a shakey breath as she slowly pushed the scalpel onto the line, she pressed down carefully watching the blood ooze out of the lines. She held her breath as she continued to bring the tool down until she drifted it all around where she had drawn.
She removed the scalpel and smiled in satisfaction.

She put the scalpel down and took in a deep breath. She handed you a weird looking tool, “Y/N, I need you to remove some of her ribs..”

“You need me to what—” You choked on your saliva, She gave you a pleading look and you gave in with a sigh. She gave you a gentle smile,
“Thank you.”
You made your way around the table the patient laid on and slowly presented the tool at her ribs.
Your eye brows furrowed in confusion as you decided where to use the tool.
Your expression relaxed as you slid it under one of the patients’ ribs and stuck the tool upwards.

The rib had seemed to come off almost immediately and you smiled in satisfaction as you continued with the rest. Blood splattered onto your gloves as Emily gathered more tools.
She walked in with a heart on another tray on another cart.

You looked over at the heart, it was beating softly as the blood oozed onto the tray. The veins practically popped out of it as Emily watched you with caution. You grimaced in disgust as it beated on its own.
She smiled, “Thank you for that, Y/N.”
She re-adjsuted her gloves before reaching in and removing the heart quickly. The strings connecting to it snapped and the patients blood level dropped insanely fast. Emily panicked and ran over to the tray with the heart and brought it over to the patient.

She slowly put the heart back in giving you the ribs and looking away. She slowly sobbed as you adjusted the ribs back in before closing the flap that Emily had cut.

You held the thread and slowly started stitching the area which was cut shut until the sudden sound of beeping.. stopped.

💗

Emily let out a gasp of surprise.
She slapped a hand over her mouth and slowly started to sob.
You ran over to her side seeing her gloves on the floor.
“Emily why are you crying..?”
She sobbed into your shoulder,
“B-Because w-we.. we f-failed..”

Your heart dropped at this and you hugged her listening to her silently sob. Her cries slowly died down and she sat up giving you a small smile before rubbing away the tears that brimmed at the edges of her eyes.
She didn't say anything but hugged you before speaking, “Thank you..” She said before leaving the room with a quiet sob.

You stood up glancing once more at the patient before leaving the room.
You walked away from the room hearing a pair of voices from a room.
You walked over to it recognising the voices as both Emily and Emma.
“I-I'm so sorry Emma-” Emily said before sobbing.
Emma frowned at this and hugged the crying doctor. You watched through the crack of the door as she sobbed.
“Hey, Hey. It's okay, don't worry Emily.”

Emily wiped her tears and gave a smile to Emma. She looked down at the floor with Emma looking at her lips before the two glanced back up at each other. Emma slowly leaned in before the gap between them closed.
They shared a kiss as you went to gasp in surprise, but nothing came out.
You instead watched blood and petals drip out of your throat as you became woozy, you stumbled holding onto the door frame hearing a pair of voices before you choked out a weak,
“I'm sorry..” You felt yourself slowly lose consciousness as you fell backwards with a loud thump.

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The doctor pulled away from the kiss, “I-I'm sorry E-Emma this is wrong i-.. I don't love you I love someone el-”
The doctor let out a shriek as a body fell in the room the two were in. She let out a cry of surprise.
“Y-Y/N!-” She rushed over to your side feeling hot tears brim at her eyes.
She lifted your body up in her arms crying out your name as she watched blood drip from your mouth.
She cried and screamed in pain as tears ran down her cheeks.
People rushed into the room hearing her cries of pain as she grasped you in her arms.

She cried out your name — sobbing and whispering out a small,
“I-I'm s-sorry, I should've confessed sooner..”

But, you didn't love her.
You loved Emma.