", He's my Dilemma,
One half of me wants ya
And the other half wants to forget.
My, my, my dilemma
from the moment I met ya
I just can't get you outta my head
And I tell myself to run from you
but I find myself attracted to my dilemma, my dilemma,
it's you, it's you."My dilemma - Selena Gomez
It's kinda tiring night last night, my eyes are still sleepy, my thoughts are still out of somewhere .!
But I still need to get up and get ready for school, or else? I'll end up getting late, ...!
Last night was full of surprise, and confusion, there are millions of question popping up in my head because of his sudden changes,
Im referring my nightmare,(brix)
I'm curious of everything.. I'm curious about him.. why'd he always made me curious about something.? The way he talks, the way he treated me, the way he do something.! ..
Why...? Why...? Why...?
Aurgh.!!!!!!. I really hate you..!! I hate everything about you.! You're such a stupid jerk.. I really damn! Hate you.!!.
I cursed in my thoughts.
""""Enough Claire, don't let that hatred ruin your good side, just go with the flow.""""
My subconscious mind commented.
**yeah right!"" I muttered
I look to my alarm clock at the side table of my bed,! 6:30am??!!! Whattt???
I hurriedly, stood up and went to my bathroom.. took a shower, brush my teeth, fix myself.. wear my proper school uniform..
**My God Claire! You're wasting your precious time of thinking about some nonsense stuff,? You're such a stupid one.***
I thought..
After fixing myself, I ran downstairs .. get my keys and went outside,
I should be gotten late if take my breakfast,," I thought.
"I thought you're not going to school this day,!" Stephen stated reading some news paper in the balcony..
"No, its just--" I trailed off.
" where've you been last night.?" He asked, didn't wait for me to continue my statement.
"Um.. ---" oh no!! How did he found out? Both of them aren't here last night. Who told them that I've came home late last night?..
"Claire! Just tell me, don't hide something." He cut me out of my thoughts.
**how will you tell him Claire? He'd probably get angry if you tell him that you've been into dinner with someone last night.. and if you won't tell? Duhh! Its just the same situation either..! ***
How? .. Claire do something..
"I'll tell you later.. I'm late... I have to go... bye!!" I stated as fast as I can.. and walk away!.
Its the only best way that was came out from my mind.. I think he'd let me..
"We're not yet done young lady! You can't fool me..!" He yelled .. looking at me from the balcony..
**Claire ! You better get ready ..! You're dead!!***
My subconscious mind commented.
"Yeah right!.. I'm dead! I'm really dead!" I muttered.
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Playboy's love game
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