fatal feelings (Devilman Crybaby)

I will protect you at any costs

Again they sat in silence for a while. Both wanted to say something, but none of them even dared to break the silence.

Both were clueless.

Akira tried again and again to remember the faces of his friends and family and Satan tried to chase all the bad thoughts out of his mind.

"Tell me Akira, what do we do now?"

Satan tried to break the silence now.

"I dont know."

Akira's answer came quickly, he said it in a serious and dry tone, so that he then ended the conversation that Satan had started. But Satan didn't want to stop talking to Akira, so he tries again.

"Hmmmm, neither do I. Do you have an idea?"

This time Akira didn't answer. From his side he just wanted to find some rest. Satan liked it even less, and he got a little angre.

"Now what now? Wanna ignore me? If it doesn't suit you that I stayed here then I can also go again!"

Satan lost control a little.

"That's it! I didn't want it to be true that you weren't alive anymore! I wanted you by my side from the start, Akira!"

He got very angry and at the same time his remaining feelings overwhelmed him too, so Satan cried and screamed at the same time.

"I feel so bad without you! I even cried for you! I wanted to protect you at any costs."

Satan paused for a long time and turned his back to Akira.

"But actually I was the greatest danger to you. Because in the end I killed you, instead of protecting you ... "

He came down a little and talked a little more calmly, but continued to expand.

Satan didn't have it easy, he didn't want to give up Akira. There was no way he wanted to be alone again. Maybe he should just give Akira a little time, maybe he would understand later. Understand that Satan loved him.

"Why don't you say anything? Please say something, Akira! I don't want to hear your silence again."

Shouted the fallen angel in the opposite direction.

Now Akira looked at Satan with a hopeful face. He began to cry at the same time. He stared at Satan. What Satan said was known to him. ,,I will protect you at any costs.,, Yeah, that's exactly what Ryo said. Akira slowly remembered Ryo's face. The face he has been looking for in his memory for so long.

"Ryo."

Akira said.

"You actually look quite alike"

On the other hand, Satan froze.

"I'm sorry, Akira."

Said Satan with a look back over the shoulder.

Akira's thoughts were gradually regaining their order. He was still clueless, but at least he understood a little more now. He also understood that Satan also had something to say, which he has always liked to ignore so far.

The two now had enough time to let each other finish speaking and to listen to each other, but lost in their own thoughts and feelings, they were probably not able to do so.

When Akira realized this, Satan was long gone. No trace of him. That surprised Akira too, he looked around frantically and tried to see at least a trace of him, unfortunately without success. He finally understood what to do. He finally wanted to listen to Satan. But he wasn't here anymore. I guess it's too late. Even if he could now go in search of Satan, who promised him that he would really find him. Maybe they'll just manage to keep running apart again. Still, there is a way to do the exact opposite, or not?

"SATAN COME BACK!"

Akira screamed in sheer desperation.

"That can not be true! How does this happen? How do I not notice? What is this?"

Again, questions overwhelmed him, enough to destroy the order he had created.

He slowly lay back on the floor and lay there motionless for a while before deciding to look for Satan.