Destructive love

Only love can hurt like this.

Mattheo PoV

"Pansy! Wake up!" Y/n drops beside her friend, her eyes gushing with tears.
"Please!" Her chin wobbles as she grabs at Pansy trying to shake her to wake up.
"I shouldn't of left you- I'm sorry" Sylvia looked pale- like she could pass out any second.
Her eyes were dark and sad, her vision too blurry.
"Why did she have to be a hero" Sylvia's voice was unsteady.
Robin stood with Fred, his arm round her like he was shielding her from danger.

"Please wake up" y/n's voice was quiet like she was talking to herself.
Her face buried in Pansy's chest.
"Y/n come on-" I try to pick her up off of Pansy- it was too much for her.
She needed to be away from all this.
We needed to leave, I had the person that I cared about most-
She was alive again, I didn't want to risk her life again.
I wanted to grab her and leave. Go. Get away from this war.

I didn't care who won it now, just as long
as Y/n was alive- we could still have our happy ending.
"No! Don't touch me!" She cries out , her eyes looked red and swollen.

"I love you, wake up please" she starts again and my heart pumped faster like it was going to give out from anxiety.
"It's my fault- I left her- she told me to go and I did! I left to go find you!" Sylvia shouts at y/n and I could of slapped her.
This wasn't y/n's fault.
Y/n was dead-
Sylvia looks almost hostile, she'd skipped sadness and went straight to anger.
"Your fault!" She stands up in front of Y/n.

"Sylvia-" I warn her but she ignores me.
Y/n looks up, her eyes frowning- she nods to Sylvia before she stands up too.
Walking to her side, Y/n takes a deep breath.
"Get away from me!" She pushes Y/n away not wanting to see her.
"Calm down!" I state as she pushes Y/n yet again.
"It's ok" I hear Y/n speak again, Sylvia pushes her even more, Y/n always coming back.
"It's not ok!" Sylvia screams in her face.

That's when Y/n wraps her arms around Sylvia tightly not letting go- even when Sylvia struggled against her.
"I know- I'm sorry" they both collapsed to the floor as Sylvia starts to cry in Y/n's arms.
"It's not your fault" y/n whispered as they both sit there.
People weren't even staring at the scene- it was so normal to them now. Everyone had lost someone.
I gulp down the saliva, it felt like swallowing razor blades.

"Y/n? Sylvia-" I hear a voice to the side of me, seeing Theodore.
"Nott?" My voice was rough, even after what I've seen today I still didn't like him.
"Theo" I look towards Y/n thinking she was calling me only for her to be looking up at Nott.
"Guys! Have you seen Luna- I can't find her" Nova runs over, the panic in her eyes taking over her whole face.
"She's over there-" Robin points to where Luna is sat, right next to Neville.

"Luna!" She cries I watch as they reunite, hugging each other.
I wanted to hug Y/n right now.
Sylvia gets out of Y/n's grip "I just need five minutes please-" she walks off out of the hall.
I watch Carter's eyes tear up, her chin still wobbling.
"She was like my sister" y/n choked out, Theodore nodded barely before embracing her in his arms.

That's when I felt a tap on my shoulder, I look to the side seeing Nova again, Luna was hugging some of her friends.
"You alright?" I awkwardly ask not sure how to deal with this much grief.
So many emotions, it was strange and I didn't like it.
She lets out a laugh full of disbelief, it was so quiet only I could hear it, she hugged me tight.

I pull away after a couple seconds seeing Y/n move to hug Robin, then Fred.
Nova hugged Theodore.
"I'm sorry-" Y/n faced me, why was she apologising?
She hugged me tighter then anyone else.
"She was your friend too, it's ok to be sad" my arms fall to my sides and then make their way up around her back.
I hate expressing any emotion, but with Y/n it was different.

"They're coming back! I see them!" We both pull away from each other, I grab her pulling the girl behind me.
"We are leaving" I demand and she pushes out of my grip.
"No we have to fight!" Y/n boomed at me and I could've killed her
Right here.
Didn't she understand?
She was all I had.
"No! We have to leave!" I grab her into a lonely space at the corner of the hall as everyone started to walk out.