Destructive love

"Harry? Hermione- Ron oh my god Ron"

I wake up ready for what's about to happen next.
I've got what I need for the poly juice potion.
Her name is Bertha Jorkins but that doesn't matter now , as she is fast alseep in some cupboard.
I stole her clothes and make my way to the toilets , the only way into the Ministry that I know of.
I wait in a line staring at the people who were also there for the same reason as me.
Well not exactly the same reason , they were going to work just like any other day where I was on a mission to get that locket .

I will , I will get that locket I need too.
I've never been in the Ministry of magic before , it wasn't how I imagined it.
The black shiny floor to the statue of the muggles , it was all in place for these shitty people to be in awe of .
It was disgusting, Umbridge did this .
I notice three other workers looking at the muggles like I was , they looked just as uncomfortable as me.
How strange.
I ignored it and place the cold expression that everyone else was wearing on my face.
I get in the lift with 5 other workers.
We go down 4 floors , god how will I even find this bitch.
"Ah Bertha , Mafalda just the two I wanted to see" there she is .
I smile awkwardly and nod following the pink goblin out of the lift.

We start court , while I write notes down next to Dolores.
Mafalda was on the other side giving notes to Umbridge .
That's when Mary's husband gets shoved in by a man who wore a black leather coat.
Dolores thanked the man and carried on with the questions.
"Your lying" she shouts at the poor woman accusing her of stealing a wand.
"No I'm not please tell them" she turns to her husband who stood by her side not knowing what to say.
The man in the black coat starts to circle round the court , he suddenly whips out his wand.
"Albert what are you doing?" She sits up more straight .
"Your lying Dolores and we mustn't tell lies" I see alberts face start to bubble .
Poly juice potion.
I recognise the voice but couldn't put the voice to the face.

"Stupefy!" The man shouts hitting Umbridge.
I see my opportunity and grab the locket throwing a spell at Mafalda stopping her from chasing me.
I start to see the protection spell coming away exposing the Dementors .
I run down the corridor into the second lift , I press the buttons going up and I see the three I saw in the court room running towards me.
Mary's husband, Mafalda and Albert.
The lift shuts and I go up "shit! Get in that lift!" I hear one of them shout as they see me going up.
I start to laugh in victory, but I laughed to soon.
The lift opens at the same time as the other one next to me.
Revealing Mary , her husband , Albert and the woman.
I run as fast as I can to the fireplaces not only those three on my tail but a blonde man who was also in the court room.
I've never felt more alive , running through the crowds of people , paper and posters flying everywhere as people gasp in shock.
The blonde man throws a spell at us I jump in the fireplace and I feel someone grab me.

I feel like I'm being pulled somewhere else and then I see black.
I hit the floor with a stud and I open my eyes to see trees.
I sit up slowly to see the workers in there original bodies .
It was Harry , Hermione and Ron.
I sign in relief knowing they weren't going to kill me just because of my blood purity and all.
I look over to see Ron on the floor blood everywhere.
"Harry? Hermione— Oh my god- Ron what's happening?!" I shout as they look at me in distress.
"He was Splinched!" Hermione cries as she yells at Harry to grab something out of her bag.
She starts to heal him , then gets up to put a protection charm around us .
I lay there not saying anything.
"What the hell! Were you doing there!" Hermione whips around grabbing me off the floor by my collar.
I was so in shook that I didn't stop her.

"Stop let her go" Harry pushes Hermione off me.
"Why? She's with them!" Hermione shouts trying to reach me again and she does but I slap her clean across the face snapping her out of her little tantrum.
She holds the side of her face , her mouth forming an "o" shape.
"I'm not with anyone!" I shout back tossing the locket at Harry .
He catches it looking at me strangely , clearly not knowing why I was after the little object anyway.
"Then why are you here?" Hermione's tone was cold but I knew I deserved as much.
"My mother left me a diary she said that , that locket was one of the things that need to be destroyed in order to actually kill Voldemort" I throw the diary at her and she opens it starting to read the chapter that had the picture of the locket on.

"Ok? Well that still doesn't explain why your suddenly on our side again? What did Riddle refuse to fuck you now because he's a death eater so you thought you'd come back to our side?" I jump at Hermione trying to punch her , that spitful bitch.
Harry grabs me not letting me near Hermione.
"Stop! Stop ok! She just got us the locket"
Hermione laughs at Harry .
"She didn't get us shit! If anything she's the reason Ron got splinched!" Harry tells Hermione to calm down and we stand in silence for a few seconds.

"look I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the cabinet it was so wrong in so many ways I just didn't know what to do , I love him , well I did love him until he revealed who he really was to me the night Dumbledore was killed , I understand if you don't want my help but I'd be very thankful if you let me stay and help after all we were all at the Ministry for the same thing"
I Pause catching my breath as I start again.
"To get that locket and destroy it that's what my Mother wanted before she died and I owe her that"
Hermione looks at Ron who was still hurt led on the ground passed out and then to Harry she nods as she goes to Ron.
"Fine , but how do we know you won't betray us again for Riddle?" Harry asks and I look at my feet.
"Because after what I saw the night Dumbledore died- I couldn't get that out of my head he was going to kill him if Snape didn't intervene then he would've and that made me see that he wasn't who I thought he was" I confess the truth .

I still cared for him but I didn't love him not anymore.
I knew he was cold , cruel even but- killing Dumbledore in cold blood. I didn't know he was capable of that.
The weakness he showed when he told me about his fathers abuse , why he didn't like Kai and what his deepest fear was , I thought he was just damaged , that he needed support and someone to love him but I guess I was wrong.
"So that's why because I owe you more then I owe him and I don't love him anymore and even if I did I don't want Voldemort to win the war and Mattheo being on his side won't change that" I add on and Harry nods.
"Help set up the tent" Hermione orders me and Harry , I smile as Harry gets the tent out of her bag.
"Let's do this then" Harry lays the tent on the ground.