Different Paths -Justin Bieber and (Y/N) <3

Awake

*Recap*
I waited until I heard the door closed and opened my eyes. Did Cody just say he loved me?

I don't understand why I'm laying here in a blue and white plastic like material dress. Also, why did Cody say he loves Me? He must've dumped me for a reason so he can't love me that much! I try to sit up but stop when I come to the realisation that tubes are stuck in me and are preventing me from moving far. I'm claustrophobic so I start to panic as I feel trapped and vulnerable. Why was I even here? Frantically, I looked around to try and find my phone but it was nowhere to be seen.
I was starting to find it hard to breathe so I took slow, deep breaths and managed to calm myself down. I decided I had no other option but to lay here and wait for someone to come in...

Justin's POV

The tour is exactly one week away and (Y/N) still isn't awake. I don't want to leave without saying goodbye, but that may be what's going to happen.
I've done nothing all day except think about (Y/N). Selena hasn't even crossed my mind once. I decide I'm going to see (Y/N). I miss her.
I grab my keys and head out. On the way there I thought about all the things me and her have been through, and then I go and cheat on her. What a fucking prick I am.
I arrived and walked to her room. Nobody was here yet and I was hoping it would stay that way.
I pushed the door open and walked in.

(Y/Ns) POV

I had drifted off without realising, I heard the door open and my eyes shot open. It was Justin. He hadn't seen I was awake yet so I pretended to still be out. I heard him take a deep breath (which was really sexy, may I add). I had to suppress a smile. He started talking.

Justin's POV
I walked in a looked over at her. She was still out. I sighed and sat down. 'Hey, I know how much of a terrible boyfriend I am for hardly coming to see you over the past three months. I also have to confess something to you. Whilst you've been in here helpless and vulnerable, I've' my eyes began to water . It was painful to admit this. 'I-I've been c-cheating on you...with selena' I knew she couldn't hear me but I felt like she deserved to know. I don't deserve her, that's for sure. I was full on crying now, I hated myself with a passion. 'I wanted to tell you cause you deserve to know and I still love you so much a lot! It's just that, I love her too. I'm so sorry.' I managed to say in between sobs, I buried my head in her chest and just cried.

(Y/Ns) POV

-I'm so sorry ' he buried his head in my chest and cried. I now had my eyelids clamped shut, stopping the tears from falling. How could he do this to me? Clearly, I'm not good enough for him. I mean selena has a better body, better voice, she's famous! I'm worth nothing. I laid there holding in my emotions which were now fighting to be let out. After about half an hour he left. To be sure he was gone, I waited a bit until I opened my eyes. I practically screamed letting out a sob. I couldn't hold it back anymore I just cried and cried. All I wanted was for someone to hold me and tell me everything would be alright, but no one came.
I want to die.