Hearts Desires

I still want you

Sasha was relieved that Bayley took her hand and allowed her to lead her to the couch. Sasha knew she needed to get Bayley to open up. "Bayley, what's going on? Talk to me please?" I didn't mean to lose my cool and throw the glass." Sasha said slowly reaching up to touch Bayley face. Sasha was glad Bayley didn't pull away from her touch. "I really just want to go home. I'm trying to figure this all out and I want to be somewhere I feel safe. When you threw the glass it brought back a memory of my dad throwing his beer mug at me. I would become his favorite target when he got drunk. I haven't thought about that in years. The day him and Roman beat me, he threw a glass at my head." Bayley said leaning her head on Sasha shoulder.

Sasha could see Braun was upset with what Bayley had just said. Sasha felt bad that Bayley didn't feel like this was a safe place for her to be anymore. "You know nothing will happen to you here. I wouldn't let something happen to you my love." Sasha tells Bayley trying to calm her nerves. Bayley didn't respond to what Sasha just told her. Bayley got up and walked out to the balcony. Bayley kept thinking about what her dad had told her. "No one can love you. Specially since your broken. Damn Lacey wised up and found someone better than you. I should put you out of your misery and than no one has to deal with you." Randy told Bayley.

Sasha wonder if Bayley mom could help her snap Bayley out of these. "Braun please keep a look out for Bayley mom and her lawyers. I really messed up with her and I need to get back on track." Sasha said. Braun left the office to wait for Bayley mom. Sasha got up and walked to the balcony to seat next to Bayley. Sasha was about to ask Bayley a question but Bayley beat her to it. "Do you think I'm worth loving? Are you going to realize down the road that I really wasn't worth the trouble to have around?" Bayley asked. Sasha was taken back by the questions Bayley had asked her. "Bayley, I should be the one asking you these questions. Who says you won't get tired of me and my past. I know what I did and I won't apologize for it. I chose to go out with those people and let the press take those photos of me. But I want us to move on from the past and look forward to the future. What happened to you shouldn't have happened." Sasha said concern she might push Bayley away for good.

"Randy once said, No one can love you. Specially since your broken. Damn Lacey wised up and found someone better than you. I should put you out of your misery and than no one has to deal with you." Bayley told Sasha. Sasha pulled Bayley into a hug and whispered, "I don't care what he said. You are worth fighting for and I love you from the moment we meet. I know this has been rough on you with him in town but he's not apart of are lives. You are worth loving every day and I'm thankful I get to wake up to you each morning. I still want you and that's not going to change. So once this meeting over let's go get married." Sasha said. "I'm thankful for you to and I still want to marry you as well. This is so much to deal with. Now your mother involved and I wonder how you still want to marry me?" Bayley said.

"I don't want you to worry about my mother. I will take care of that problem. All I care about is you right now and making sure your ok. Like I said before your the best thing that has happened in my life and I want to call you my wife." Sasha said placing her hand on Bayley knee. Sasha wanted to lean in and kiss Bayley but Sasha phone rang and stopped that from happening. "Hello, please send them in." Sasha tells Carmella on the phone. A few minutes later Bayley mom and lawyer walked into the office. "Hello you two, Sasha Banks this is Travis Grisham are family lawyer. Braun filled us in what happened and the new information you two found out. This will help us get a restraining order for you Sasha." Lita said.

"Thank you, my lawyer said I would need him to do something to get a straining order against him. He said that would make Bayley straining order stronger." Sasha said. "That is true and I will file that first thing in the morning. Bayley, he won't be able to have any contact with you and if he does try to he will get an automatic 10 years in jail." Grisham said. "That's a relief and one less thing to worry about. What happens when his 6 months up?" Bayley asked. "He will be shipped back to California unless he's placed in jail. They are supposed to have his trail here in a couple of months. I will request for him to be shipped back to California. The judge really wants him to stay here if he goes to jail." Grisham said.

"What are the chances he will spend any time in jail?" Sasha asked. "It's a possibility and I'm going to make sure he pays for what he did to Bayley." Grisham and Lita said together. Sasha was thankful for Lita and Grisham for answering their questions. Sasha hoped this would help Bayley. Sasha noticed that Bayley was talking to her lawyer. "Lita can I ask you a question?" Sasha asked. "Yes you can, what would you like to ask." Lita asked. "Let's go to the balcony." Sasha said. "So, what is wrong with Bayley? I can tell something upset her or something happened." Lita said. "Well when I found out my mom was helping your ex, I threw a glass at the door. Bayley reacted to the glass breaking and said Randy use to throw his glass at her. What would have triggered the memories?" Sasha asked.

Lita gave Sasha a sad look and thought about the best way to answer her. "It's true, Randy use to get drunk and throw his glass at her when he seen her." Lita said wiping away her tears. "Bayley said Randy would tell her "No one can love you. Specially since your broken. Damn Lacey wised up and found someone better than you. I should put you out of your misery and than no one has to deal with you." Sasha told Lita. "Sadly that was true. He would say anything to put her down. I never thought she would let anyone love her until she meet you. I know she still bother about what he said to her. Randy being here can't be good for her and I know it weighs heavy on her mind right now. Coming out here was the best thing for her and was able to put her past behind her." Lita said.

"I can tell you it is weighing heavy on her mind and I'm worried about her. I don't want to loss her over her dad being here." Sasha said with tears in her eyes. Lita pulled Sasha into a hug. "You need to fight to keep her here and remind her she is worth being loved. Bayley is special and just got dealt the wrong hand in her past. You make her happy and that's all that matters." Lita tells Sasha. "We better get back inside and thank you." Sasha said. Lita and Sasha walked back in and heard Bayley say, "Thank you for your time and please keep me posted on what are next move. I want him to stay away from me, Sasha and Becky." "Well we better go and I will see you later tonight." Lita said. Lita hugged Bayley and Sasha goodbye as her and Grisham left Sasha office. Sasha wonder if Bayley still wanted to get married and if she would go home with her. Sasha got lost in thought when she felt Bayley arms wrap around her waist and Bayley kissed her lips. "Can we please leave now and go home?" Bayley asked. "Yes, I would like that my love." Sasha said.