MERRY (late) CHRISTMASSSS 💖💖💖
This was supposed to be up by December 25 (heheh as you can imagine, that didn't work out :D so I uploaded the other one then instead)
(A/N: YAY HIGH SCHOOL AU I LOVE THESE THEY'RE ADORABLE, well not this one as much
Word count: 25686
Warning ⚠️: contains strong language, major character death, mentions + graphic depictions of suicide and/or self harm, internalized homophobia, light depictions of violence, sad ending, various depictions of unhealthy relationships, religious-based homophobia, and underage drinking (for the US). If any of the above trigger you, please stop reading now.
Also contains very soft Dazai. Ik some ppl like him being the dominant type which he usually is in my stories, but in this one, not as much. He's going through many mental illnesses in this story cause I like to torture the characters, which will cause him to be more vulnerable than he is in the others. Don't say I didn't warn you 😗 (oh, and Tachihara is an asshole)
Preface:
17 year old Dazai Osamu is a senior in high school. He is struggling with life at the moment, from his homophobic and high-expected parents to his rather lonely life at school. He just wants it to end, all of it. He hates life at school, and he hates life at home, so what's even the point of living anymore?That's until... he meets a certain boy.
Nakahara Chuuya, an 18 year old kid who had just moved out of France and is now switching schools mid-year due to being kicked out of many others. He's a bad kid, pretty dense in the head, and overall just a big, or little, asshole. He is someone you would call an anti-hero, if you will. He makes bad decisions, does bad things, but in the overall picture he has strong and good morals. He really is a good guy.
Chuuya is struggling in school, which is the reason why he had been kicked out of so many. So, a certain teacher forms a plan and ends up having his best student, Dazai, tutor the little redhead. Their relationship is quite shaky at first due to first impressions, so there is a lot of work needing to be done.
In order to tutor everyday for approximately one hour after school, they form a plan to meet up at the school's Cheery Blossom tree everyday.
They continue their shenanigans, meeting up at their spot everyday as they start to open up more and more to learn about one another. And eventually... a pool of warmth starts to form in the both of their guts.
Are these... feelings?... for another boy?...
⚠️ :Just to prepare you, this story is going to start straight off VERY graphic and VERY triggering. Specifically, containing very, very graphic depictions of self harm and internalized homophobia and slurs that may offend people of the LGBT. Please, if that triggers you, do not read this.
Also, I'm trying out a "new" writing style, it's gonna be less descriptive and I'm gonna try to focus more on the dialogue this time. So, it's prolly gonna turn out a lot shorter than my other chapters but it will be hopefully less boring to read if that makes sense. (Me from the future: yeah, that did not end up happening)
This is also crossed over from my AO3, so if you've read this already that's why XD, I had to upload it in chapters so if you'd rather read this story in separate chapters, my user on there is Skkfxn05
I'm also uploading this in 2 separate parts, the one shot ended up being over 40,000 words and I'm still not even finished with it so ig I'll just post the first half of it now.
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Dazai Osamu x Chuuya Nakahara Fanfiction Book
RomanceJust stuff I write. A LOT of Dazai and chuuya, BSD fanfiction Can find my stories on Ao3 under "butchcat809" Cover art is by me. Please don't use.