Dazai Osamu x Chuuya Nakahara Fanfiction Book

Back to that Time (incomplete)

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So like... this story is gonna be sad but I swear it WILL have a happy ending.

I tend to write angst a hella lot just bcuz it helps me cope with some things, and that's exactly what this story will be. I just won't kill anyone off or anything XD

I wrote this specific story in order to cope with my own trauma, so— it's going to get really, REALLY dark. Like this story is dark as fuck, and if things such as sexual assault, molestation, and PTSD triggers you, PLEASE STOP READING NOW 🛑

I'm being serious, I tend to rather dislike it when readers will skip the warnings and then complain later on when the dark shit comes up, which is especially on Wattpad.

⚠️So PLEASE, I'm begging you, if you get triggered by graphic, and I mean GRAPHIC depictions of rape and noncon sex, please don't read this. ⚠️

Okay sooooo...

ALL CONTENT WARNINGS⚠️: graphic mentions and depictions of rape/non-con sex and sexual assault, underage rape/sexual abuse and molestation of a child, maturity (BIG TIME), strong language and may use of homophobic words and slurs, depictions and mentions of various mental illnesses such as internalized homophobia, mentions and very graphic depictions of suicidal thoughts and self-harm.

If any of that stuff triggers you in the nearest, please don't read this.

Like I said, I'm only writing this really to cope with my own personal... experiences. For some reason when I write this stuff out very graphically and recall back to what happened to me, and then I give it a happy ending and heal the victim, for some reason it really helps me personally.

Uhm... yeah.

This story is based off of a head canon I heard floating around Twitter (ofc, everyone on that app is fucked), which is the idea that Mori sexually abused Dazai when he was younger. And thus, from that trauma, Dazai has some sort of internalized homophobia typa thing going on. He does indeed sleep with women, but those times are only when he's completely pleasing the other, and he himself is not aroused what-so-ever, so he uses that to get what he wants.

Anyway, here the preface:
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Dazai Osamu, 22 year old man and currently working for the ADA receives a strange phone call. From a certain ginger, he finds out that Mori Ougai was assassinated brutally, his throat being slashed open and his blood pooling all over his clothes. Chuuya is now next up in-line to become the boss, but with help of his ex partner, he wants to find the person who killed the boss themselves.

But... sometimes the thing your looking for is directly under your nose.

And sometimes... what you're looking for is... is something you never suspected to find out in the first place.

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Enjoy...? I guess 💀)

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Dazai can't really remember that many details.

Usually when you hear those victims on the TV's or magazines speak about their experiences, you hear them explain how they remember every single detail of it. You hear them say things along the lines of, "...it was so painful, I remember every moment as if it were etched on the back of my hand forever, scarring deep into my memories and becoming something that I can never let go..."