Songs I Write | VI

Getting Caught Up

I became a ghost to you for roughly several months
Now I'll throw a toast to you, always made me better to love
I'm sorry I threw all the chances back at your face
I remember you screaming "don't walk away"
I was begging you to let me take you for granted
I fucked up, you're everything I wanted

You haunted me in such a glamorous light
I forgot peace in a love that I let die
You sought your dream in somebody who lied
I didn't deserve to treat you right and it changes

I could admit I fumbled every call and outing
You should've left instead of humbled with the cruel of doubting
I'm sorry I swept you off your feet then left you hanging
All talk, talking my way out of acting
I was begging you to let me take you for granted
I fucked up, you're everything I wanted

You haunted me in such a glamorous light
I forgot peace in a love that I let die
You sought your dream in somebody who lied
I didn't deserve to treat you right and it changes

Don't worry about getting caught up in our time
I'll take care of you, I'll do it all, and you can stay mine
Don't worry about letting things fall in the past
I'll make any changes to keep you from changing your mind

I'm sorry I failed you with the load of antics
I bailed, you wanted me to be romantic
And I promised you that I'd be what I hadn't
I'm sorry I did nothing when you started dancing
I'm a hypocrite who thinks I can be demanding
I was telling you to let go
I was stupid, foolish, you're everything I wanted

You haunted me in such a glamorous light
I abandoned peace in your desolated eyes
You sought some dignity in somebody who never tried
I didn't deserve you and it changes tonight