Songs I Write | VI

Father Almighty

I don't wanna go downstairs
Are you taking me down?
I'm scared of the darkness
You'd know if you were around
Will you judge me if I cry?
It's not like you couldn't guess
I don't wanna go downstairs
I'm scared

I've grown and I did what I had to
You weren't there, never were, didn't ask you
So if you ask me, we don't share views
You've known, probably pretend to not
Weren't there, never were, preach a half-witted plot
Dare you to ask me if I blame you

If I blame you
Will you turn your back like you did all of my infant years?
If I blame you
Would I yearn for some plaque of proof of your approval to forgive my fears?

I don't wanna go downstairs
Are you taking me there?
I'm scared of the darkness
You'd know if you cared
Will you judge me if I overshare?
It's not like you to sympathise
I don't wanna go downstairs
Should I be too scared of you to feel alive?

I've grown and I did what I had to
You weren't there, never were, didn't ask you
So if you ask me, we don't share views
You've known, probably pretend to not
Weren't there, never were, preach a half-witted plot
Dare you to ask me if I blame you

If I blame you
Will you watch me make the wrong move like I did all in my wiser age?
If I blame you
Will you leave like you've left us all before and say I'm to blame too?

If I blame you
If I blame you

Will you watch me make the wrong move like I did a thousand times before I learned to behave?
If I blame you
Will you watch me falling short of all the prayers and all the guidance I withdrew from the cortex of my brain?
Will you leave like you've left us all before and say I'm to blame?

If I blame you
If I blame you