Songs I Write | VI

Chest Convulsions

You've been annoying me tonight
You don't say anything you mean
You convince me to waste my time
I'm gullible and way too naive to not be
You're so mean

Oh, here we go again
You know I don't want to be your friend
Don't say you don't, don't say don't, don't
And oh, here we go again
I'm hung up on what you only pretend
Don't say you don't, don't say it, don't say it, don't say it, don't

I've emerged so frustrated
You keep saying what I want to hear
You convict, stealing hearts of the captivated
Escalated all of my worst fears

Your voice is all I want to hear
In the middle of the night
It's a force that brings me nearer
Wherever you are, I can't stay away, I swear I try

Oh, here we go again
You know I don't want to be your friend
Don't say you don't, don't say don't, don't
And oh, here we go again
I'm hung up on what you only pretend
Don't say you don't, don't say it, don't say it, don't say it, don't

You don't talk about me to your friends or family
Because we both know it's casual conversation to you in your mind
I can't stop dreaming about touching your chest and falling asleep to the sound of your breath
Believe me, I just know where I'm headed and I hate it but it feels fated, I'm frustrated

Oh, here we go again
I don't want to be your friend
Don't say you won't, don't lead me on, don't
And oh, I know it's not okay
That I'm in love when I say go away
I won't make it, so don't say it, don't say it, don't say it, don't

And you tell me you love me but it's pure infatuation
Because we both know to you it's casual conversation
I can't stay away, I swear I try
And you're telling me you love me and I'm blushing like a schoolgirl crusher
Every time you say my name my chest convulses in your honour
I would cry a thousand days if you ever said it wasn't true
And I know that it isn't but don't say it, don't you, damn you, I beg of you
Don't say it, don't say it, don't say it, do