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"Why she wanna see me?" I asked my dad. He was telling me my mom wanted to see me after she left me to go be with another family. I was 4 or 5. I don't remember much about her but i loved her so much and adored her when i was younger.
"She misses you" He told me.
I looked at him with a really look. Cause there is no way she wants to see me. Even if she really does why would i want to see her.
"Think about it ight mama?"
"When did you even talk to her?" I asked.
"She texted me last night." He said.
I nodded my head and stood up and walked out his room.
I've been fine without for the past 11 years, i think i want it to stay this way.
I pulled out my sketch book and took a picture to post it on my instagram. Sketching is the only reason i have an instagram, to show my talents, and get inspiration.
(this is not my art)- aurthor
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Yasir always hypes up my drawing. He suggests i sell them but no one buys sketches. Duh.
Let's go annoy my dad
I went in his room and jumped on his bed.
"Yesss Z" He said putting his phone down.
I rubbed my stomach telling him i'm hungry.
"What do you want Z" He asked sighing.
"Chick fil a" I said staring at the ceiling.
"Ight cmon" He said.
I stood up and ran down the steps putting on my slides and a jacket.
"Let's roll gang" He said walking out the house.
We got in the car and he put on some music lowly.
"What would you say if you were to talk to your mother?" He asked me out of the blue.
"Nothing. It's nothing to say" I said staring out the window.
"Why did she leave?" I asked.
"I'll let her tell you that. But your mom has a great heart and still loves you, despite her mistakes she still loves you and is your mother" He told me sounding like dr phil.
"Okay, sure...." I mumbled.
"Does she have any other kids?" I asked.
"Two more sons. They twins" He said.
"Wow" I said. She had other kids and didn't think to let me meet them.. Wild.
"She didn't have a good relationship with her mother either Z... She doesn't know what it's like to be loved my a mother i think that's why she-"
"Why are you trying to justify it?" I asked squinting my eyes at him.
"Because i don't want you to have hatred for Kailyn. I see what it did to her. And i don't want you feeling how she felt. Ever" He said. I saw a tear slide down his cheek.
"K..." I said then turned back to look out the window. My dad has never cried in front of me ever. Not even when Gramma died.
What were my parents like in their younger days...?
