𝙒𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙒𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙜

twelve.

𝑍𝑢𝑟𝑖 𝑇𝑎𝑟𝑦𝑛 𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑚𝑠

"You'll be my american boy...american boy" I sang to myself while sketching. It feels like forever since i've sketched anything. I've been so busy since school started last week and hanging out with my family I really just abandoned my sketch book.

"Big hair?" I asked myself. "Go big or go home" I shrugged.

ding

Yasir
wyd

Me
sketching hby?

Yasir
Nun, ftm rq

I sat the phone down and continued my sketch cause i felt like this was a set up.

"Incoming facetime from Yasir" Siri said.

girl

"Hello?" I answered.

"Not you left me on read nigga." He said mugging the camera.

"Yeah i feel like this a set up" I said.

"Well, I mean... I kinda do wanna talk about how you ghosted a nigga" He said. "You was my dawg man what happened" He asked like he was hurt.

"Well, my dad found out about that party... and he made me cut all y'all off" I told him honestly. It felt good to get that off my chest.

"Damn, Blood ugly ass always doing something"

"Um? Don't talk about my dad like that" I tilted my head.

"You wanna come over and chill?" He asked.

"Who's there?"

"Quinn and Saiyor"

"Nope, why did you even ask that, like what?" I chuckled

"I just want things to be the same againnnnn" He dragged.

"They'll never be the same. Saiyor literally- you know what..."

"What?"

"Nothing, but um i'll call you later" I said, obviously over the conversation.

"Igh..." He sighed defeated. "I love you man"

"Thanks, I love you too"I said then hung up.

I closed my sketchbook and went downstairs to the kitchen.

"She jus wanna Birkin, i can't buy ha a birkin ain buy my mama a birkin" My dad sang coming in the kitchen.

"Da" I called putting my pop tart down.

"Why don't i know your parents?" I asked squinting at him. I've always wondered why I never knew my actual grandparents.

"Ion know em" He said going in the fridge. "We needa go grocery shopping"

"Oh" I said. "Where's Kamryn? She never calls anymore"'I stated leaning on the counter.

"I don't why she ain't call us Ma, she got her own life now"

"I miss her, and Carter"

(remember in the other book he had a son on my bitch kailyn? yeah his name Carter)

"Let me call that lil nigga he actin like we don't exist no mo or sum" He said pulling out his phone.

"YOOOO" Carter screamed in the phone. He was really a crackhead. Just without the crack, i think.

"What you doin nigga ian seen you in a minute"

"Man i'm having a baby soon, tryna get as much money as possible you know" He said.

"Why you ain't tell me muhfucka you know i got you, whatever you need"

"I know i just wanna get this shit on my own doe you know? But aye where my sister"

"I'm right here" I said grabbing the phone smiling.

"Awe you still got them train tracks in li one" He said laughing.

"Yeah" I chuckled. "I think i'm finna get em off"

"You ugly as hell Blu you look like yo damn daddy" He said calling me by my nickname.

I stuck up my middle finger quickly then put it back down. "When is your baby due?"

"9 more weeks gang"

"And you didn't think to tell me? You're really fake Carter" I really felt offended cause how could you not tell me? Your sister?

"Man my baby shower in 2 weeks pop out. I'll send the address."

"Alright" I said.

"I'm finna go cook for my fat ass baby mama though imma talk to y'all later, I may come on by tomorrow"

"You better"

"Igh love y'all. And if you talk to Kamryn big stanky ass tell her answer the damn phone sometimes"

"I will" I said then hung up.

"All my kids old now, you my only baby left" My dad wrapped his arms around my head.

"If you don't-" I started wailing my arms to get him off of me.

"What imma do when you leave? Die old and alone?"

"Get a girlfriend or something" I suggested.

"Man ion want no girl" He waved. "After ya mama ian want no other type of relationships" He said.

"Get back with her then"

He just stared at me. "Nah" He said finally.

"Wouldn't even ask her" He added.

"Why not?" I asked being nosey. "It would be nice for all of us to live together, like you, Reem, and Keem got close so fast. We could be a big happy family."

"Them niggas get on my nerve ian livin wit em" He mugged me.

"Okay fine" I laughed.

That would be nice though.

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imma stop making these short ass chapters i promise.

I just need some ideas honestly.