𝙒𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙒𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙜

forty-two

𝑍𝑢𝑟𝑖 𝑇𝑎𝑟𝑦𝑛 𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑚𝑠

I sat in my home room class on the first day of school already regretting coming here. The people are loud and i'm tired.

boyfriend
have a good day lil bit

I look at the message and hearted it.

The teacher came in and i got prepared to be so annoyed for the whole day. I never understood why people say their best days were in high school because i hate it here.

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"Tamajaiiii i just got out of school get off of me" I whined as he jumped on top of me waking me from my nap.

"How was your day?"

"It was okay" I said.

"What classes you even got?" He asked looking at me with low eyes.

"It's 'what classes do you even have'" I said sitting up. "And it's just elective classes cause i did all academic classes in the years before. Except calc" I rolled my eyes at the last part.

"What electives?"

"Art, yearbook, and fiber crafts," I said. "For this semester"

"Don't your brothers go there?" He asked pulling a blunt from behind his ear.

"Yeah, but i didn't see them today, all their classes are on the opposite side of the school" I explained.

"What did you do today?" I asked.

"I smoked, worked, and i went to go see my son" He said.

"That's good" I said.

"That's good" He mocked me.

I looked at him as he licked his blunt, i don't know why he was rolling again when he is obviously already high.

"Can i try?" I blurted.

"Yeah" He said. He finished rolling and then handed it to me.

I put it in my mouth and he lit it for me.

I did a smooth inhale and blew out the smoke.

"Who taught you how ta smoke?" He asked looking at me.

"I don't know" I shrugged. "Here" I said handing it back.

I went and opened the window then went and sat at my vanity so i could get started on this calculus sheet. It better not be hard because it says introduction to calc.

I completed the worksheet pretty smoothly and it all looked pretty correct.

"Can you come check this?" I asked Maj.

He stood up and walked over. I handed him the sheet and looked at it.

"This calculus?" He asked.

"Mhm" I said.

I looked up at him as he scanned over the paper. I examining his long eyelashes, i need those.

"It's right, it's just some of your numbers are backwards" He said.

"Where?" I asked.

"Look" He pointed them out but they all looked perfectly fine to me. I changed them anyway though.

"And the Z in your name, other than that you straight" He said.

"Thanks" I mumbled.

I put the book away and then grabbed my sketchbook.

"I'm trying to get back into sketching" I told Maj.

He didn't answer and i looked back and he was laying down with his eyes closed.

I turned on some music lowly then turned the light out and turned on the lamp at my desk and started to just make lines.

"It's whatever you wanttt" I sang lowly. "I wanna, i wanna please you most"

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"Zuri" I heard Maj whisper. I didn't answer, i was too focused.

"Zuri" He whispered.

"Zuri" He said putting a little more bass in his voice.

"Hm" I said not looking up.

"Go to bed" He said.

I didn't answer and a couple seconds later i felt something hit the back of my head.

"Yes?" I turned around and mugged him.

"Go to sleep you got school tomorrow" He said with his arms over his eyes.

"Okay hold on" I said with a little attitude, cause he didn't have to throw his lighter at me.

"No nigga, it's 3 in the morning go to fucking sleep, you stay complaining you tired so go to bed" He said.

I rolled my eyes and ignored him.

A minute later he came over and turned the lamp off, put my pencil in my book and closed it.

"You can't hear?" He asked standing in front of me.

I'm definitely not about to argue with him so i just stood up and got in the bed.

"Imma see you tomorrow, goodnight" He said.

He stared at me waiting for a reply.

When i ignored his presence he came over and grabbed my neck and got close to my face.

"Goodnight" He said again.

"Goodnight" I mumbled.

"Give me a hug" He said letting me go.

I stood up and wrapped my arms around him.

"Lose that attitude lil girl" He said. "Okay?"

"Mhm" I said dryly.

get out my house now.

I let go and he kissed my forehead then left.

fine ass bastard

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chile he think he run somebody🙄