"Alex...idk where to begin. We've been together for nine years, you never treated me badly and today you dared to raise your hand at me. Thank god you didn't hit me but what's wrong? What made you do that? You're sleeping right now so I finally got time to write. It was a long night of arguing, I get you're mad and frustrated and tired but what in the hell were you thinking when you thought of hitting me?
Our relationship has been going through a rough patch for a little over a year now but it never crossed my mind that it was this bad. Maybe all this time I thought it was fine after weekends full of sex and time together but then we'd be back to square one...I want to talk with you, know what's on your mind so please stop pushing me away. I already said it to you and you ignored it but maybe if I write it down the universe will have my back and help me bring light to you.
I hope one day we go back to how things used to be...I miss talking to you. I miss..."
