"Wow...I never thought I'd faint while writing to you. Exhaustion is really getting to me this time. I'm even more surprised I was unconscious long enough for you to come home and find me hahaha!
Man...If it wasn't for you I might have not woken up! Maybe all I needed was that nap and it was worth it as it brought me more nights in your arms. Thank you for taking care of me these past two days, it really means a lot.
Luckily you didn't see the letter. Whew...I'm lucky. If you had I would have had to come clean about who I was writing to and why- why am I writing these? I forgot the real reason and now that it has become a habit I can't stop it. The purpose will come to me again. What if I turn these into a book and call it 'Lily and Alex's chronicles'? Wait...no, I must change our names and a little bit of the storyline. What name would you like to have, I wonder...mhmmmm :P
Anyway I called my therapist today and she said she'll have me see a psychiatrist to prescribe me some xanax, she suspects that anxiety is causing all the nosebleeds, fainting and fatigue. Don't worry, I won't let you know for now because I don't want you to worry especially since we're starting to get a little better. I am so SO happy. I love you, my love.
Yours forever, Lily! xoxo."
