"My desire to hurt you has grown so much. I love you but I hate you.
You pushed me because I didn't have an appetite then proceeded to ask me for sex as if it was okay. I'm trying to be strong but I'm tired, weaker and I feel like I'm drowning.
Do you even notice how bad I look? Do you even care that I can barely get up in the mornings?
I've spent an entire day throwing up while you were at your office and yet when you come home you can't ask how my day was...what will you do if I leave you?
Yours, Lily."
