Aashiqui 3 -FANFICTION

(7) I had a dream.

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Rahul:

" I'll always stay by your side. "
"Rahul!Rahul! Everything will be ok"
"Nothing has changed right?"
" I won't ever leave you. If i'll go, you'll be left alone. You'll do whatever you want. I can't take such a risk"
"I love you so so so much"

"I just had some weird dreams.
I... I was with a girl. We.... We were.. playing on the beach. She said something to me." I told the doctor holding my head as it was aching too much. I felt like someone is banging my head with a hammer.
"but i feel it wasn't just a dream. I feel like it has already happened. But I can't actually... recall it. My head is hurting." I added.

"Its ok Rahul. Don't pressurise yourself. Its all just momentary. I think you're suffering from  Amnesia. Or more precisely told,  short term memory loss. It can occur due to many reasons such as too much intake of alcohol, any serious trauma or depression. Any of this could impact your brain and cause this disease. Also, sometimes when we pressurise our brain  too much to forget something, it does so. It allows us to forget all those things that was triggering it. So that may also be the reason for your current situation. But anyhow I believe its just for a short period and you'll recover real soon."

"But what could be so unpleasant that i wanted to forget so much. So much that I even decided to end my life?"

The doctor didn't speak for some time. As if he,was stunned by my words. His expressions changed from calm to shocked in a few seconds.
After few moments of silence, he finally spoke:
"Rahul.. are you serious!?" He exclaimed as if he already knew it but didn't want me to find out.

"Yes doctor. I'm sure. You told me I was rescued from the sea, unconscious. I must have attempted suicide!"

"But it could have been an accident too. You can't decide it was suicide just like this." He said  looking away trying to avoid my gaze.

"That's possible. But if I'm in a condition of amnesia then I definitely think I did attempted suicide"

"Rahul you should not be worried about that for now. Your brain is not doing so well. You should give it a rest for now. We'll find every answer to your question later. I'll help you. But for now please don't try to think those things. In most of the cases, patient recalls all his lost memories in a week or a month or even a year or more. There's no definite period. But only if they allow their brain to function calmly. A little mistake and it can be too dangerous. So just listen to me and slow down"

"Ok doctor. I got it. Thank you so much. " we ended the conversation with a smile and doctor left the room.

But no matter what I cannot resist myself to  recall all the unclear dreams I had in past few days. I cannot remember the faces. Who are they? Who was the man I was driving with? Who was the man I was hugging? And.... who was the girl sitting beside me? What was she saying to me?
I once again challenged my brain and it reacted, forcing me to hold my head tightly. But still, I need to know who they are! Why I feel like I'm close to them? That girl.. she was ... who was she!? I closed my eyes and again started to dream all those blurred dreams. I am sometimes happy and sometimes sad in those dreams.
I feel like I'm missing a very big part of my life. I can only dream about my life and that too unclear!
I see myself playing around with children and a girl calls me from rooftop. Then we play together. But I can't see her face clearly.
I don't even remember anything clear but I feel a pleasant sense of peace in my heart. Its like i'm enjoying. I'm happy. Truly happy.
But then I see a horrible dream. I am angry. I am breaking things. I want to stop but I can't.  But she comes but I try to push her.
And then it ended. My dream ended.
I am awake. Tears silently flowing through the corners of my eyes. I don't even know why.

This situation is just so ..... pathetic!

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