After 3 years of her beloved Rahul Jaykar's tragic 'suicide' , Aarohi was believed to have moved on from the trauma by the people. Or can I say she pretended to have moved on and living happily? She focused on her career, worked hard , smiled all t...
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Aarohi:
"Aarohi my child, its already been 3 years now that he's gone". said my mother on call.
"Everyone thinks you've moved on but I'm your mother. I know you're still hurting inside. I know you miss him everyday. But how long will you stay like this? Will he come back if you keep waiting like this? He'd never want to see you like this.. Please move on. Please find someone else and be happy."
Though I knew that my mother was right. Every word that she said was absolutely right still I wanted to argue. I wanted to prove her wrong. I didn't want to show her my miserable side. I wanted her to believe that I was happy. Truly happy.
"Mom I've already told you I'm not sad. I'm happy. I'm not alone. I'm happily in love with his memories. I still love him mom. I don't need anyone else to complete me. What makes you think im miserable yet." I argued.
"You think you can hide your feelings from me? I gave birth to you. I can feel it when you're sad or happy. I know it when you get hungry. Everything more than you know. That's what a mother is. Your dad also worries about you all day. He's on phone everytime watching your videos and interviews because that's the only place he can see you now. You never come home . You barely call us or answer our call. And after all this you expect me to believe that you're okay?"
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Trying my very best to hold my tears back, I spoke," There's nothing like that Mom. If anything would have been wrong , you'd be the first person I'd run to tell everything." Yes I lied once again. "Believe me Mom, I'm fine. Just sometimes I miss him too much and want him to be present here with me, but then I remember that I've to stay strong for him. He wanted me to live like this and I won't disappoint him. And I promise if anything hurts me I'll call you and inform you everything." I crossed my finger as I was continously lying to her. "Ok so mom I've an important meeting scheduled so i will have to hang up now. Take care and tell baba (father) I miss him and I love you both. I'll come soon to meet you both."
I hung up and finally released all the tears that were now impossible to stop. Wiping them off, I entered in a home, alone yet filled with thousands of memories and now Rahul's pictures. Once again I stood infront of them and smiled. "You are really bad! I always have to defend you from mom and you never speak a word for my side. Mom thinks you're not here, that you're not with me. She thinks I'm alone and no matter how many times I tell her she never listens that I'm not sad.
God knows how many more times I'll have to argue with her on this topic , but I know I'll always win. Because my heart knows you haven't gone anywhere. You're always present here with me. When I laugh, when I cry, when I fall, when I'm angry... you're always by my side watching me and loving me. I can feel you and no one can ever take your place in my life and my heart. I love you."
Although I knew I lied to mom that I wasn't sad. Still, a part of it was true. That I wasn't alone. Because I still could feel Rahul with me. My mind knew that he was gone and would probably never return but my heart wasn't ready to accept it. It reminded me every time that Rahul is watching me so I had to be happy. And not forcefully, Rahul really kept me happy even if he was not there with me.
TRRINGGGG....rang the bell door!
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*Sooooo...this was the first chapter!!! Do let me know how did you like this. This is just a fanfiction completely coming thru my imagination. I hope all my #SHRADDHAGEMS #ARKIANS #AASHIQUI2 fans and #ADISHRA lovers will love it.*
