Mina's POV
I struggled to open my eyes. I see a plain white ceiling. I wasn't home. Where was I? The last thing I remember, I was eating some sleeping pills to that I could sleep. I looked around. I was in a hospital. The nurse came in as soon as she saw me with my eyes open. I asked her how I ended up in the hospital and she informed me that I had overdosed, and that Yuta brought me in. she told me it didn't get too out of hand. Well, that was not meant to happen. I just wanted to sleep as soon as possible, that's the only reason why I took those pills, not to mention I didn't know how many I was taking. This was very immature of me, and everyone thinks I was trying to suicide. That's the last thing I'd do. That to over a guy who cheated on me and stood me up at our wedding. I was very over him, but to find the truth out yesterday it hurt a little and I didn't want to think much about it. I was very much in love with Yuta at this point.
I saw him walk into the room. He looked worn out.
"Do you even care about me? Haven't you ever been curious to why I married you?" where there first words that came out of his mouth. He also thinks I was trying to take my life. He looked very angry.
"let me expla-"I said trying to explain the situation but he cut me off.
"NO, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING. All this time I've only been hearing. Didn't we promise we will talk to each when we are having problems or issues. Didn't I tell you we are in this together. Have you even tried to understand me? HOW I'D FEEL, WHEN THE GIRL I'VE LOVED FOR THE PAST 6 YEARS DOES THIS TO ME. It hurt that I had to give you up to my best friend then. But when we were married, I thought I will make up for the 6 years I had given up on you. I wanted to let you know that I loved you more than anything in this world, but you didn't even want to give me a chance, did you? All that you said about nothing leaving me alone was a show, wasn't it? I feel like a fool now. Always wanting you even though you seem to not want me. Was I not as worth as Taeyong was? I regret doing this to myself." those words from his mouth came like a dagger and pierced my heart. I was trying to explain but he barely listened to me. he walked away.
The pain I was going through felt much more that the pain Taeyong or my father's death brought me. He liked me all this time and I never knew. He liked me even before Taeyong and I were together, and I caused him so much pain all along. I felt very guilty. Now I couldn't forgive myself. I loved him so much, but I was hurting him.
I FEEL BAD FOR YUTA AND MINA AT THE SAME TIME. ALSO HAVE YOU BEEN IN A SITUATION WHERE SOME ONE MISUNDERSTOOD YOU?
STAY TUNED.
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NOT GOING ANYWHERE | NAKAMOTO YUTA
Romantizm'And boy I was right. He was the one. It was like the universe conspired to only bring him to me when it was time, time to fulfil my longest desire.' but was this what she really thought this was?
