You Could Be Mine

Slash- Part 12

Slash
(Disclaimer!!: the f slur is used in this! I don't like saying it but I think it fits in this scenario)

"Shit." I mumble, hearing Duff's footsteps near Axl's room. I hear the doorknob start to turn, the fear in Axl's eyes apparent. "Stop!" I yell, the door stilling. "Slash? What're you doing in Axl's room?" Duff asks, the doorknob clicking. I look at Axl, who's frozen on my lap. "Nothing. Me and Ax were sharing a chick from last night." I lie, looking at Axl. "Alright. We got another gig tonight. Don't be late." Duff says, his footsteps thinning out. I look back at Axl who's still frozen in place. "Ax?" I ask, gently touching his face. He looks at me, horror in his eyes. "What if he caught us?" he whispers, his eyes meeting mine. "He wouldn't have. He didn't anyways Ax. It's ok." I say, trying to gently pull his face down towards mine. "No." Axl says, pushing me away. He gets off of me and sits down beside me. "What would he think of us? No one would believe we were just doing 'brotherly love' shit or whatever you want to fucking call it." he says, his voice raising. "I'm not gay, Slash. I don't care if you are or not. We can't do this. I'm into chicks. You're my best friend. That's it." I stare at him, almost not believing the words coming out of his mouth. "Would you quit lying to yourself?" I blurt out, stunned by my own words. "What?" Axl asks, looking at me. "I- I don't know anymore! I like being with you, I like kissing you, I like sleeping with you! Don't you like that? Maybe I am gay. Maybe you are too. Who gives a fuck? Duff wouldn't. Izzy and Steven wouldn't! Why do you keep insisting your not gay? Is it because you are and you don't want to admit it?" I ask, anger rising in my voice. "I'm not gay god damnit!" Axl yells, banging his fists onto the mattress beneath us. "Just fucking admit it! You are and you know it!" I yell back, grabbing onto his arms. Axl shoves away from me. "Don't touch me faggot!" he screams, shocking both of us. I feel my entire body go numb. "Get out." he whispers, looking away from me. I stare at him, unable to move. "Get out Slash!" Axl screams at me, looking back up at me. I slowly get off of his bed and leave his room, shutting the door behind me. I go to my room and sink down to the floor. Was I gay? Was I really asking myself this? Of course I wasn't. I was into girls, just like Axl was. Wasn't I? Was he? I pulled my knees to my chest and laid my head on my knees.

I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! Let me know how you guys feel about these chapter!- Adler