You Could Be Mine

Axl- Part 15

(TW!!: full F slur is used. I'll keep warning you when it's fully used. I don't like using it but it once again fits in this scenario)

Axl
Slash looks at me, shock present in his eyes. "I-I meant I love fucking you." I quickly say, nervously tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear. Slash smiles at me, kissing me. "Mhm. Whatever you say, Rosie." he says, a smirk playing on his perfect lips. I laugh and rest my head on top of Slash's. We stay still for a while, enjoying our after sex bliss. I just fucked Slash. So much for leaving my feelings behind. Did I want to leave my feelings here? I don't know. I wasn't in love with Slash or anything... I wasn't.
I sit up and look down at Slash. "Slash? We gotta go. The others will think something's up." I say, shaking his shoulders gently. He whines softly, opening his eyes sleepily. I blush, looking down at his naked body. He was perfect in every way. I wasn't good enough for him. He should be with some pretty girl, like Addie. Or a handsome strong man. He shouldn't have been wasting his time with me.
I stand up and grab my clothes. "Ax?" Slash says, sitting up. I throw his clothes at him and try to smile. "C'mon, get dressed."
I grab a bottle of liquor and take a sip, the room temperature drink running down my throat. I cringe at it's temperature and place the bottle back down. Slash stands up, sliding his muscular legs into his jeans. I got one last look at them, almost afraid I wouldn't see them again. Not like this anyways. Slash takes a step forward, cringing and grabbing onto his ass. "Told ya' it hurt." I say, smiling. Slash smiles in return and fuck me for saying it, but I thought I was going to cum all over again. I hated myself but dammit I had fallen for him. Hard.
I quickly look away and start to walk to the door. "Ready?" I ask, my hand already wrapped around the doorknob. Slash nods his head, his curls bouncing. I open the door and the two of us leave the lounge area and walk back to the main room. A group of girls walk by us and give us strange looks. For a split second I thought they knew. It almost seemed like they knew what we had done. A girl walks by and I almost swear I see her mouth "faggot". I speed up, and walk to the main lounge, nearly bumping into an overly drunk Izzy. "Heya Ax." he slurs, his eyes barely open. I scoot past Izzy, and walk past a group of girls surrounding an even drunker, Steven. Duff smiles and waves to me, motioning for me to join him on the dirty couch he sits on. I walk to sit beside him, Duff putting an arm around my shoulder. "Where'd you and Slash head off to? We were worried for a second. Everyone thought you were gonna kill him." Duff says, laughing. I laugh awkwardly in return, glancing over at Slash, who's dragging Izzy back into the room. "Nah. I like him too much to kill him." I say, blushing unintentionally. Duff raises his eyebrow, looking over towards Izzy, who had fallen over and knocked over a mini table. "You know what I mean, dumbass." I say, hitting his shoulder. Duff laughs, rubbing his shoulder gently. Slash grumbles and walks over to the couch, plopping next to me and resting his head on my shoulder, his curls completely covering his face. I wanted to pick up his face and kiss him.
Why did he have to be so damn cute?
Duff smiles and pats Slash's head. "Aw look at Slasher. You guys look like little snuggle buddies." Duff jokes, poking my stomach. I slap his hand away and blush in embarrassment. Slash must have noticed because he lifts his head up and stares straight forward. "When's the bus coming to pick us up?" I ask, yawning. Izzy stumbles over towards us and falls onto Duff's lap, his chin hitting Duff's thigh. Duff smiles at him and pats his head. "Alright that's enough drinking for you, Izz Whizz." he says, Izzy smiling and shutting his eyes. "No clue by the way, Ax. They should be picking us up soon. Why? You gotta date?" Duff asks, wiggling his eyebrows. I slap his arm again, rolling my eyes. "No idiot. I'm just tired." I answer, looking over at Slash, who looks back at me and smiles. Izzy groans and moves his head on Duff's thigh. He turns onto his cheek, facing me, and shuts his eyes, falling asleep on Duff, who smiles and gently strokes through his dark hair. "Anyways, I'd ask one of the managers. They probably know." Duff says, glancing at me. I nod my head and stand up, once again walking past Steven and the group of girls, who are now touching him all over. I go down the hall and search for a manager. I instead bump into Addie. She smiles sweetly at me, surprising me. "Axl right?"
How could she still not know my name?
I nod my head and look past her, noticing a few workers. I try to walk past her, but she stops me. "Hey wait. I wanted to talk to you." Addie says, her hand on my shoulder. I groan and look at her. "What's up?" I ask, trying not to sound irritated. "So you and Slash are?" she looks at me, waiting for me to answer. "What do you mean?" I ask, my face starting to redden. "Are you guys together? Messing around? Or?" Addie continues, raising an eyebrow. "What?" I ask, backing away slightly.
She didn't know. Right?
"I heard you two. I know I wasn't supposed to but I was walking by and I recognized his and your voice. Are you two dating or just screwing?" Addie clarifies.
Shit. I felt like I was going to faint.
"I don't judge. I've always thought Slash was gay."
"I'm not gay. Neither is Slash." I say, trying to save some of our dignity. Addie laughs. "That's actually funny. I've seen the way you look at him. It's ok to have feelings for Slash. Trust me I know." she says, touching her chest. "What do you mean? Slash is my best friend. Nothing more, nothing less." I say, starting to get a little pissed. "Trust me. I know a fag when I see one." Addie says, eyeing me. I can feel my face redden again. "I'm just trying to warn you about Slash. He has a problem with drugs and alcohol and it creates major problems. He also throws himself into his work and rarely makes time for his partner. He can also be a bitch at times."
"Don't talk about him like that." I snap, defending Slash. Addie giggles. "Aw. You two are made for each other." she says, turning and walking away from me. My mouth hangs open, as she walks away. I quickly run after her and grab her arm, turning her around. Addie glares at me. "What?" she yells, glancing around. "You're not gonna... tell anyone. Right?" I say, nervously. Addie smiles, her fingers stroking through the ends of my hair. "Your secrets safe with me, sweetheart." she says, blowing me a kiss and walking away.

The bus ride home is quiet. Steven fell asleep as soon as his ass touched the seat. Slash decided to sit beside me and had also fallen asleep, his head resting on my shoulder. He breathed softly, his arm curling around mine. I sat awake, thinking about Addie and Slash.
What did I want? I knew I wanted Slash in my life. That was never a question. But I didn't know how I wanted him in my life. I closed my eyes for a moment and watched as the lights shine through my closed eyelids. I felt Slash grip a little tighter onto my arm. I opened my eyes and looked down at Slash. He looked like a little fuzz ball curled up against me. I leaned down and kissed his head. "Thank you." I whisper, cuddling close to Slash

Thank you for reading this new chapter!! Sorry it's taking me so long to write. I'm busy with school and going through mini writing blocks. But I'm doing my best! I hope you guys are enjoying it! Love you all! Stay safe!- Adler 😘