Hope

Chapter 11 - Avoidance

The past few days has been tuff for kian. And I don't all mean with using drugs, I mean with socialising...

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"kian! You we're going to have to talk at some point, you do know that right?" marty demanded, whilst he stops kian him his tracks.
"mhm yeah.." kians eyes remained on his phone, not really noticing martys appearance. By that point he had enough, he satches kians phone and puts it in his pocket. "marty what the hell!?"
"so are you going to talk to me now?" 
Kian moved over to the island in the kitchen and sat on one of the stools whilst he remained to keep his distance from him. "do I have a choice."
"no. Look I understand your angry and you want to start your bad habits again, but you can't just shut everyone out and act like it's never happened!"  marty moved over to kian.
"just shut up!" kian gets up and walked over to the door whilst getting his shoes on and puts on a jumper.
"where are you going now?"  the door slams shut. Marty had two idea on where he would go, Either the gym or holby. It would be best if I just left him to calm down marty thought to himself. So that was exactly what he did. Marty wasn't working anyways today so he decided to call some of his friends to hang out down town which was then the plan for the day.

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Kian had just came out of his local gym and was driving to work. He was tired, hot (I mean temperature hot), and felt like he was going to pass out but that didn't stop him. As arrived at work he had a quick stop at the shower, and got into his scrubs. Today, kians goal to avoid interacting with people as much as possible. Ok maybe that was impossible he thought to himself.
"kian. Marty just called me... You alright to be working today?"
Exactly what he needed right now. Max. "why. What did he say?" kian moved over to the office which was thankfully empty and sits down.
"that you had a more of your feistier days today with the need to use?"
"what? No... Well I don't know"
Max walks over him and leans on jacs desk. "what do you mean?" kian doesn't say anything. "Kian?"
".......i think I'm still going through withdrawal" max sat up a bit. " ok, that's usually understandable giving the past few months"
"yeah but it should be over by now, that's what the therapist said" kian replied. Just as kian said that the door swung open, "sorry I hasn't realised you two where in here" jac said as she put some files on her desk and picked up some on the other pile. "no worries," max got up and walked over to kians desk.she knew kian wouldnt care if jac heard their conversation or not so she carried on, "have you been getting any or had any seizures?"jac then decided to join the conversation by walking over to them." just a few" kian muttered.
"what 2, 3, 4 seizures?" max incorporates."i don't know and anyways, I'm needed in theatre" he gets up and travels towards the door. "Kian we need to do tests then. If you can't remember it could be to do with the brain surgery" now jac was the one to try and stop him. She walked over to him and leans on the wall, "so either we find out what's the problem now and I get chloe to carry on or we wait and you might have the possibility to have another seizure" his answer took some time to thing about. He knew jac and max were right but it was just one of those days where he wished to just walk out and never come back. He knew he couldn't do that though. "I'll chance it" he opened the door and left, walking towards theatre one. As he entered chloe was just scrubbing in. "oh thank god your here, I was just about to send a search out party for you"
Kian smirked with no reply and got scrubbed in.

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Jac and max were still discussing over about the information kian had just told them. " look we need to get kian out of theatre and get him checked out for any substantial bleed?!" jac sat whilst trying to stay professional as such as possible. But she couldn't . She couldn't because she was carrying his child in her and also the fact that she loved him. Every single part of him." I know and I agree but we can't force him to do anything until something actually happens" max walks over to the door and opens it,"so we'll observe" she walks out with  soon to find jac catching up. They had to stop him.....

"kian?" jac said, as she pressed down the button. The only cold response was, "yeah what. If you can't tell, I've got my hands in on heart thats the only thing that's keeping it alive right now so it better be quick" jac looked at max on who should be the one to tell him which max started talking, "kian you need to step out, we really need to run those tests on you now"
Chloe looked at kian who was still carrying on with the procedure as he was almost done,"kian what tests? Max what's going on....." suddenly kians eyes started to black out, his lips start to feel tingly and his hands started to shake. He put down the scalpel and backed out of theatre, trying to watch where he was going whilst taking of the PPE. He could hear max starting to talk, weather it was to him or not he didn't know. He could feel himself going down. Not now. Out of all of the times why now he thought to himself. Seizure.

"jac! Over hear now, he's having a seizure" max shouted as she  went over to hold kians head. As jac paced over to them she called for help. Fletch came racing out. "fletch go and get a bed" which he did.
They raced kian into darwin which he still remained fitting.

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Would they find out what's wrong or is kian going to be in trouble?