I was exhausted. The first year of uni went by in a flash. I went to school, had pretty decent grades, went to work then repeat. I had a non-existent social life except for the occasional visits to the gym. I sent emails to Taehyung and gave him updates of my mundane daily routine. Sometimes I included pictures with J-Min and Yoongi. I told him how much I missed him. He kept me on read.
I finally had the chance to spend some time at the farm. Grandpa, bless his heart, got the house ready, stocked the fridge with food and goat's milk and left ripe berries on the table.
My deep sleep was interrupted by a rude knocking on the door. I tried to ignore it but it went on. Dammit, I needed this sleep! Who the fuck is knocking at this time of night?
I was not prepared for the vision in front of me.
Kim Taehyung.
It had been fifteen months, three days and I don't know how many hours coz I was sleeping, since I last saw him. And good lord, how can one man be this gorgeous? We stared at each other for what seemed like an eternity before we slow-mo'd into a hug. (Probably not how it happened but oh well.)
"I missed you so much my Kooks. I wanted to surprise you at your school but J-Min said you were here." How is it possible that his voice got deeper?
Tears were streaming down my face and my voice shook as I told him I missed him too. I had so many questions for him. Why didn't he reply to my emails? How come he never called? The list went on but he shut me up by kissing me.
Taehyung kissed me hard. With tongue. I kissed him back like my life depended on it. I kissed him and kissed him until all my doubts and insecurities disappeared.
Then he pulled away and took a few steps back.
He started staring at me. Like really staring at me with an intensity that equals the heat of our kiss. Oh and I missed his smirk!
"I see my Kooks has been working out"...as he eyed my biceps. This man intended to torture me with the penetrating stares from the most breathtaking eyes in the world. I started to feel tingly all over. Some parts more than others.
I tried to walk towards him but he stopped me and continued with his torturous inspection of Jeon Jungkook. He started circling around me, carefully inspecting every inch of me. Appreciation in his eyes. I pray to the gods that he doesn't see my arousal. But he seemed to look everywhere but 'there'. He kept this on for a while, evident lust in his eyes, licking his lips while smirking. My recollection of how I survived that moment is very vague.
Taehyung, with his baritone voice then said "can I touch you now?" And he did. Ever so slowly. Starting with the top of my head, running his fingers through my hair and sniffing it a bit. He traced my eyebrows, then my eyelids, my nose, my cheeks and touched my lips lightly. Then he touched my neck, my shoulders, my clavicle (wait, when did I learn that word?)
The torture continued with Tae's delicately long fingers exploring my chest and when he circled my nipples, I thought I died. He proceeded to caress my thighs...my toned thighs I might add. He pulled me closer to him and started grinding.
When we started kissing and grinding, it all became a heated blur. Limbs were entangled, we took turns touching, licking...sucking. But I wanted more. I wanted to let him in. All the way in. I love this beautiful man and wanted to give my heart, body and soul to Kim Taehyung.
He entered me gently while looking into my eyes.
I love you, he said.
I love you too, I said.
