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Dwayne and I here in the CHU garden. Pareho kaming nakaupo sa isang bench.
I was surprised earlier when he suddenly pulled me out of the room while I was talking to them. I didn't complain anymore because I remembered that we had a conversation earlier that he would tell me his reason.
"Congrats, Faye!"
"Thank you! Sabi ko sa inyo mananalo tayo e." Saad ko.
Mahina siyang natawa dahil sa sinabi ko.
Tumingin siya langit bago yumuko at nakita ko ang pag-ngiti niya nang mapait bago magsimulang mag salita.
"My family wants Ellaine for me except for my father, he doesn't want Ellaine for me. My mom talked to him a few times about it, but he still didn't like Ellaine. I don't know know why he doesn't like Ellaine." He smiled bitterly before looking at me sadly.
Hindi ako nagsalita at hinayaan lang siyang magpatuloy.
"I did everything I could. I fought our relationship from my father. Kase gano'n naman diba? Pag mahal mo, ipaglalaban mo... kahit ano pa 'yan," Tumingin siya sa langit at malungkot na ngumiti. "My father threatened me that if I didn't break up with her, he would torture the woman I love..."
Tumingin ako sa kaniya at nakitang nagsisimula ng mang gilid ang mga luha niya.
Hindi lahat kayang ipaglaban ang mahal nila, kasi yung iba, hindi pa nagsisimula ang laban, sumuko na.
Hindi ko alam pero feeling ko nahusgahan ko siya sa unang pagkikita namin, hindi ko alam na ganito pala kahirap ang pinagdadaan niya... ang nararamdaman niya.
"I agreed to what he wanted, I broke up with Ellaine. Ellaine did not agree to break up with me so I made a way for her to agree to break up with me, I kissed the woman right in front of her. I made a way for her to hate me, for her to stay away from me..."
Dahil sa kagustuhan mong hindi mahirapan ang babaeng mahal mo, gumawa ka ng paraan na ikakasakit at ikakadurog niya... Dwayne...
Napayuko ako at napangiti ng mapait. Naiintindihan ko siya, ang hindi ko maintindihin, ang ama niya.
Anong dahilan ng ama niya? Anong dahilan niya?
"Masakit makitang umiiyak at nasasaktan ang mahal ko lalo na kung ako ang dahilan... dahilan para masaktan at lumuha siya. I did my father wanted, but one day, my sister told me that my father had tortured Ellaine. Galit na galit ako non, wala akong ibang nararamdaman kung hindi galit lang, galit dahil sa ginawa niya sa mahal ko, halos gusto ko siyang patayin pero naisip ko... ama ko pa rin siya." And his tears kept dripping.
Dwayne...
Hindi ko alam pero galit ako sa ama niya pero naisip ko baka may dahilan siya kung bakit niya ginawa 'yon. Gustong gusto ko ng tanungin ang ama niya ngayon palang.
He sniffed and wiped away his tears but his tears continued to flow.
"Alam kong madaming dahilan para pumayag siyang makipaghiwalay sa'kin pero tangina hindi na ako makapag isip ng matino non, wala na akong maisip kundi kung paano siya mailalayo sa ama ko," Tumingin siya sa'kin at ngumiti habang lumuluha. "Until one day, I found out that my father will marry me to a woman I don't love..."
What?
Nanlaki ang dalawa kong mata dahil sa sinabi niya. He's engaged...
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Battle of the Past (Seule Fille Series #1)
AléatoireSEULE FILLE SERIES #01 [ COMPLETED : UNDEDITED ] Battle of the Past - a woman who has experienced trauma and pain in the past. - Naranasan mo na bang pumasok sa Section ng mga lalaki? Paano kung ikaw lang ang babae? Kakayanin mo ba? Faye Katherine...