Loki stared at Y/N unsure what was happening. She was completely entranced by the flames on her hand. The blue light, casting strange shadows over the walls as it lit up her face in a cobalt glow. The colour reminded Loki of his very own blue skin. The pigment was almost matching, it was uncanny.
Nervously he took a step forward,
"Y/N? - Y/N?"
Her face was completely blank of expression. The cells in her body were changing, evolving into something more. Something dormant within her was awakening. A power that had always been there, waiting for Loki. He was the key to unlocking that hidden part of her that had been buried for so long. Now they were together, nothing would stop it as it changed her into what she always should have been, a powerful Goddess.
Loki was worried, she wouldn't break her gaze away from it. He had to try getting her back to him, to focus on him.
"Y/N? If you can hear me, concentrate on my voice... Just breathe"
Cautiously he approached her, speaking softly,
"I'm here with you"
He slowly sunk to his knees in front of her, taking her hand that wasn't covered in flames in his and holding it gently.
"Focus on the flame receding... The energy feeding it, diminishing"
His words were steady and clear as he spoke to her, guiding her. This was how Frigga had taught him, with gentle words of encouragement and guidance, to unlock stronger and more complex seiðr as his powers grew.
He gently squeezed her hand, assuring her through his touch that everything was going to be alright. She just needed to follow his voice back to him. He felt the heat from the flames start to recede.
"Good... That's it"
Y/N closed her hand and the flame disappeared. Loki searched her eyes as he whispered, "I'm proud of you".
Loki stood slowly whilst still holding her hand. Y/N didn't move, didn't blink, still in a complete trance, as he gently scooped her up from the chair. He carried her over to the bed, setting her down on the edge and grabbed the dressing gown, wrapping it around her. He sat down next to her on the bed, placing an arm around her shoulders and pulled her into him.
As the soft material and Loki's touch caressed her skin it snapped her out of whatever place she had gone to in her mind and she started sobbing, suddenly frightened of what she might do. She nudged Loki away.
"Stay back... I... I don't want to hurt you"
Loki watched her as she broke down, her body heaving with her sobs. He placed his arm back around her to comfort her.
"Did you forget who I am my love?". He smiled at her, "even that dull green creature couldn't kill me".
Loki was trying to lighten the mood, but Y/N just dropped her face into her hands,
"Oh my god"
She looked back up at him with tears running down her face,
"Did you just compare me to the Hulk?," she shook her head, "please say I didn't turn green... Green is soooo not my colour".
"Darling no..." Loki chuckles at her reaction, "you'd look perfect any skin colour".
Y/N smiled at him through her tears.
"I remember you Lo... Everything... I remember everything"
He couldn't help the smile spreading across his face or the relief that washed over him.
- Finally- he thought to himself - finally she remembers -."That's good," he was so happy, he squeezed her tightly to him.
She paused as she was trying to remember,
"But... I didn't have this..." she looked down at her hands."Whatever this is... What am I? Who am I Lo? Why is this happening? Am I a monster?" she looked up at him, her eyes red and puffy from crying.
Loki took a deep breath, "you're not," he stated it, knowing full well that she would never become what she was fearing she could be capable of.
"How can you be so sure?" she looked to the ceiling and shook her head.
"I can feel this... This raw power bubbling beneath the surface like it is wants out. It wants to be let loose..."
She stared at him for a moment before she looked down at her hands. They trembled as she looked at them and she flexed her fingers to try and stop it.
"I need to know who I am... I have to know"
She chewed on her lip,
"I need to go back...."
Y/N looked up at Loki, his face had turned pale as he already knew what she was going to say. He dropped his arm from around her.
"To Asgard"
As those words fell from her mouth, Loki looked down. He knew before she had even said it. He was distraught inside. He knew exactly what that meant for them and he felt powerless to stop it.
.............
Back on the quinjet...
Cap was wondering what they would do now.
"What do we do now with no tracker?" he asked Tony.
"We go to the last location"
Nat looked up through the window above her head as lightening flashed through the otherwise clear night sky.
"Thor's in coming," she called out.
Tony headed to the back of the aircraft to open up the cargo doors for Thor to enter.
"Oh goody... It's captain thunder pants. Maybe he can shed some light on why my tracker isn't working"
Tony pressed the button to open the back hatch and Thor landed on the gangway.
"So nice of you to drop in," Tony said.
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Resurrection - Loki - Y/N - TikTok Story
FanfictionY/N is drawn to a dangerous and powerful being who she recognises but doesn't remember why. As both magic and family forcibly separate them, they also help draw them back together. Will they save eachother or will fate tear them apart permanently? ...