Save me {BTSXJungkook}

Chapter 6 {A}

(when I tell you this man is so FOINE!!!!)

song for the chapter - Nobody else by hwasa

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He waited until he started to feel slower and sink lower into the tub before he grabbed his phone again and texted namjoon

-I'm so sorry Hyung... i-

before he could even send the message, he began to shake and the phone dropped from his hand as he sank under the water and soon enough it all went black.

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It wasn't until later that he woke up but he wasn't in the tub. He was in his bed. He slowly opened his eyes, squinting from the bright light. He felt something by his arm and slowly looked over to see Jimin and namjoon. Jimin was crying softly and namjoon looked away from the two in shame. His head suddenly started pounding so he quickly put his hands to his head, groaning softly.

Jungkook was highly upset. The medicine didn't work and they somehow got into his bathroom which meant that they probably saw the empty bottle and maybe took away all his other medicine so he wouldn't attempt it again. He put his hand over his eyes and closed them before speaking softly "Get out..." 

Jimin immediately looked up and gasped. He hugged jungkook the best he could and cried harder. Jungkook let him for a few moments before pushing him off  "I said get out!" Jimin flinched at the loud tone and backed away slowly "Jungkookie... please don't push me away... I wa-" 

Jungkook opened his eyes to glare at him "You what? You want to help? You want to be there for me? Why? Just for things to go back to the way they were when this is all over? You can fuck off." He said harshly which had the boy crying harder before he left the room, not wanting to break down even more in front of the broken boy. 

Namjoon and jungkook were the only two left in the room. Jungkook turned to look at the boy to tell him to fuck off as well but he heard namjoon sigh before he started to speak "You didn't have to be so harsh on him... He was actually the one who found you." He got up and sat on the edge of the bed "He wanted to take you and tae out to that new arcade that just opened up down the street... He told me you three haven't hung out in a while." 

He took a deep breath and looked at jungkook with sad, glassy eyes that held unshed tears that were ready to fall "Do you know how scared I was when I heard him screaming for you to wake up?" He looked away as the first tear fell "I told you I would be there for you and I wasn't lying, I want to help you jungkook. Any way I know how because while I'm not good with feelings, I care about you. Hell, I practically raised you... I can't lose you jungkook..." 

He was about to continue but he heard a scoff come from the boy. He looked up and saw jungkook with red eyes from holding back his own tears "You can't lose me? Why? Because that would mean the downfall of bangtan? I'm nothing to you. To any of you and you all made that very clear. So stop trying and just leave me alone. It's not like you actually care anyways." 

Jungkook took a breath before weakly pointing to the door, silently telling namjoon to leave. He was tired mentally and physically and wanted nothing more than to sleep his problems away. Namjoon silently stood up and made his way to the door. He stopped at the threshold and looked over his shoulder at jungkook "We'll talk about this more later on... and just a heads up, yoongi Hyung came in and took all your medicine and sharp objects... I meant it when I said we love you and we can't lose you..." 

he turned to face the door once again before saying "Get some rest kookie... I'll wake you when dinner is ready..." he then walked out of the room with a heavy heart and tears streaming down his face. He closed the door behind himself and made his way to the living room where he was sure everyone would be. 

He sat down on the single couch and put his head in his hands before crying softly. He felt someone come to hug him as whoever it was cried with him, the sniffling being an obvious giveaway.

After about five minutes, namjoon got himself together enough to tell them what he had found out about jungkook harming himself. 

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-Meanwhile in jungkook's room-

When the door closed, jungkook turned on his side and silently let the tears fall. 

He was hurting mentally and emotionally. 

He had to find a way to end all this pain and suffering somehow. 

He would have to think about that later as now he had a headache from crying and just wanted to sleep which is what he did. 

He was in such a deep sleep that he didn't hear the door open and close or feel the pair of shakey arms wrap around him or the words whispered in his ear 

"I love you..."

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What did you all think? I finally updated but it was a short chapter. Anyway I hope you all enjoyed this chapter!