Save me {BTSXJungkook}

Chapter 3 {AT}

This was supposed to be a double update but I failed. My bad guys. Anyways I hope you enjoy this chapter as well. If you don't like the book and want some kind of change then please let me know and I'll see what I can do.
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Jungkook snuck out of his room and quietly down the stairs, opening the  door just to have it shut right in his face, noticing a familiar arm right at the door way and after a few seconds he recognized who the arm belongs to. Namjoon.

Jungkook bit his lip and shut his eyes tightly. He was definitely in a world of trouble now. Namjoon crosses his arms and looked at him with a disappointed look. "What were you doing kook?" He asked although he already knew the answer.

Jungkook looked at anywhere but Namjoon and rubbed the back of his neck nervously "j-just going for a walk.. I-I couldn't sleep so I usually go for walks to clear my mind and wear myself out.." technically, he wasn't lying. He was going for a walk but he was never going to come back. He was going to take a little walk to the bridge and hopefully he'd either be ran over or he'd just jump himself. He just wanted it all to end.

Namjoon sighed deeply and shook his head "bun you know it's past curfew right? You can't go out at this time. Do you want to talk about it?" Namjoon asked and took his hand and led him to the couch in the living room and Jungkook being the good bun he is, he followed and sat down with his head down.

There was a thick silence before Namjoon got up and pat jungkook's head gently "stay put. I'll be right back" Jungkook being the good boy he is, he nodded and fiddled with his fingers as he thought of how he could just escape right now. He bit his lip as his mind began to wander which was never a good thing for him. As he was lost in his thought, he was suddenly startled by Namjoon gently shaking his shoulder. He shook his head as if it was to get him out of his trance and looked up at joon "s-sorry hyung.. i was a bit spaced out.. what did you say?"

Namjoon sighed deeply and set the hot cup of tea in front of Jungkook then sat next to him with his own cup in his hands. When Jungkook reached to grab his cup, that's when Namjoon saw the lines. He choked on his tea and quickly set his tea down and immediately grabbed jungkook's arm gently and tried to lift up the sleeve but Jungkook wouldn't let him.

Jungkook panicked when Namjoon grabbed his arm and almost snatched it away but that would make the older suspicious. He finally got his arm out of Namjoon's grip and looked anywhere but him. He glanced once and saw the hurt and worry in namjoon's eyes.

Namjoon reached for his hand again "Jungkook... how-... how long..? How long have you been doing this..? Why didn't you ever tell us..?" Jungkook abruptly stood up and glared at the floor "don't act like you care now. And don't tell anyone.. I don't want that fake pity.." he then stormed off to his room while Namjoon sat there shocked. Jungkook has never ever talked to anyone of them like that except maybe taehyung when they have arguments but even that's rare. Namjoon slowly began to clean up the mess from when Jungkook snatched his hand and stood up.

Jungkook has slammed his door, not caring if he woke the others. To be honest, he wasn't really mad but they knew to leave him alone when he was so that was the only way out of it. He really didn't want to yell at his hyung but he had to. He didn't want him to tell everyone else so he did what he had to. He sighed deeply and got in bed but didn't fall asleep. He stared at his ceiling, thinking about if he hadn't been alive. If he wasn't in bangtan. He began to tear up and cry silently as he curled in on himself in a fetal position and just cried but made sure not to be loud, not wanting to disturb his hyungs more than he already has.

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Guess who updated? Me! And guess who's working on another book even though I should probably focus on the two I already have up? Me! The new book is called our angel is the devil! The first chapter will be out soon hopefully and I hope you'll all be looking forward to reading it! And yes this chapter was meant to be a double update but when I was writing it, I got distracted and haven't worked on it since. Anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter and it's not edited at all so, sorry for any mistakes. Bye bye now 👋🏽