Save me {BTSXJungkook}

Chapter 7 {A}

-Meanwhile in jungkook's room-

When the door closed, jungkook turned on his side and silently let the tears fall.

He was hurting mentally and emotionally.

He had to find a way to somehow end all this pain and suffering.

He would have to think about that later as now he had a headache from crying and just wanted to sleep which is what he did.

He was in such a deep sleep that he didn't hear the door open and close or feel the pair of shakey arms wrap around him or the words whispered in his ear

"I love you..."

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Jungkook woke up later that evening to someone gently shaking him awake. He slowly opened his eyes and saw taehyung in front of him with a soft smile, but jungkook immediately noticed the boy's red-rimmed eyes. 

The boy frowned and rubbed his eyes as he sat up and got a clear look at taehyung. "Hyung... why were you crying...?"

Taehyung shook his head, the smile still on his face. "It's nothing kook... come on. Let's go eat some food yeah?" 

Jungkook nodded his head as he was still a bit groggy. He got off the bed with the help of taehyung and they made their way to the kitchen. The boys were in a somber mood as they thought of what their youngest had been going through and what they know is just the tip of the iceberg. 

They wanted so badly to help him but he just wouldn't open up and lean on them for anything. 

Seokjin was the first to notice the two boys as he had just finished setting the table with the help of Jimin and yoongi. He gave them a small smile and tried to act normal "Hey sleepyhead! did you have a good nap?"

Jungkook just nodded as taehyung sat him down. It always took him a while to wake up so he didn't notice the glances his members gave each other as he leaned on taehyung, closing his eyes. 

Namjoon was a bit upset that jungkook was acting so sweet with taehyung and not him. He remembered when jungkook would only go to him when something was bothering him but now jungkook is convinced everyone didn't care about him. Everyone but taehyung. 

Taehyung wrapped an arm around jungkook as the boy began to drift back off to sleep on his shoulder. He looked towards Jimin who looked like he was on the verge of tears again and gave him a sad smile. He knew what the boy was feeling because that's how he feels now.

When Jin finished bringing out the food, Taehyung gently shook jungkook awake "Kookie, it's time to eat dinner. You have to wake up" Jungkook sat up a bit and looked at the table through his slitted eyes as he was still sleepy and could barely keep his eyes open. 

Taehyung took it upon himself to make jungkook's plate and set it before him before making his own. He looked at everyone else who tried to pretend everything was fine while jungkook sat clueless, on his way to falling back to sleep. 

"Why is he so sleepy...?" Jin asked but no one answered. Jungkook was never one to sleep during mealtime but no one wanted to upset the sleepy male so no one said anything. 

Dinner went on as usual but taehyung had to feed jungkook to make sure he ate something. It was very unexpected but yoongi was the one to blow up. He slammed his fist down on the table, making everyone jump and become quiet. Everyone looked at him and he stared directly at jungkook who was startled awake. 

"So we're just gonna pretend none of this happened?" He looked around angrily. 

Jimin put a hand on his shoulder "Hyung-" 

Yoongi shrugged him off and stood up. He walked around the table to jungkook and fisted the front of his shirt, pulling him so their faces were only inches apart "You made me fucking promise you jungkook. You made me promise to talk to one of you or put my feelings on paper or some shit then you turn around and do this shit? You're a fucking hypocrite jungkook and now you have us worried to death about you and yet you don't give a shit"

Jungkook just stared at him, his brain still working a bit slowly from all the pills he took but he did know that he was being scolded for something and he was kind of scared. 

Yoongi stared into his eyes to see that the boy was barely even there. The older male teared up to see him like this and let him go roughly and walked away to his room. 

Everyone stared in shock and silence while taehyung held on to jungkook tighter. This was going to be harder than he originally thought for all of them. 

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I lowkey forgot this book existed since I only I really only write this story when I get really depressed and need a way to express myself. This chapter is short but I hope this will feed you all until the next chapter. 

LOVE YOU ALL 🫶

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