Mending Her

Chapter-20

"You did what?" Lily asks, sitting on my couch looking shocked.

After I remember everything in the car, I urge Lily to drive faster.

Seeing me so distressed, she dis as I say.

And now here I am lying on my couch and telling her what stupid act I have performed last night.

"I told you. I kissed him." I say, feeling embarrassed.

I rub my face in my palm, frustrated.

I agree I was drunk, but how can I act so shamelessly.

Guilt is eating me up.

"ha ha ha." She started to laugh, rolling on my couch and I look at her with a shocked expression.

"Lily, it's not a joke. How can I do this? I make him change my clothes and then kiss him. How can I do this? What is he thinking of me? He must be thinking I am a slut." I say, feeling guilty.

I feel so embarrassed and over that, I left in the morning so angrily.

When it was not his fault.

"Oh, shut up. He will not think about anything. You were drugged." She says still trying to not laugh. But her face is looking hideous like this.

I don't know how can she laugh in this situation.

"But how will I face him? I mean he ..." I don't know why I did this stupidity. I lost my words.

"Don't think rubbish. The best thing is now you know Rehan is not a bad guy," she says.

"Yes. Because I am the bad one here," I say sadly.

When I remember how desperately he is trying to make me sleep, I feel like I am a rapist and I snatch his virtue.

Though what we did is not serious I kissed him. It's not simple too.

"Nyla grow up. We are adults. It's not like you raped him. It's just a kiss." She says seriously.

"But..." Still, it is shameless behavior.

"Don't tell me it's your first kiss," she says and I lower my head.

It's my first kiss.

We rarely talk about our sex life.

Because I don't like to hear about hers and I don't have anything to say.

When I was with John, he many times tried to kiss me but I never let him.

After that, I never become close with anyone.

So let alone kiss.

"It's your first kiss?" she looks at me, opening her eyes like a saucer.

"yes," I say in a whisper. I feel so shy admitting it.

"This Rehan guy is really lucky. He gets your first kiss. He should be happy that he gets to kiss you." Lily boasts.

"Lily. You are not understanding. I kissed him when I was drunk. Then when I wake up and he told me he change my dress, I argue with him and left rudely. I should have thanked him. But I..." This is an ungrateful act.

"Oh, that's the problem. Then you can send a sorry card to him, or a bouquet with a thank you. Or the best option invites him for dinner or take him to a restaurant." She is giving me options one after another.

"Will it be Ok? I don't want him to get any other message." I ask her.

"Ok, I have a better option. You can meet him in his office and talk directly. That will be best." She says again.