The beginning (different POV)

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                   Dawson's POV:
When I woke up this morning I realized I still had a few minutes until my alarm would go off. I ended up going back to sleep but when I woke back up I had realized I was dreaming about.... Josh?! "There's no way.. He's just my friend." I thought. "Nothing else. Plus I'm not gay. I would never be gay." I try shake the thought out of my head and start getting ready for school but I can still feel it lingering in the back of my mind. I ignore it the best I can while I brush my hair and get dressed. When my last alarm goes off I walk out the door and head to my bus stop. When I get to school I realized that Josh wasnt there, and for some reason I was disappointed by that. "It's because he's my friend, nothing more, nothing less." I tell myself and I head to my desk. About 5 minutes after the first bell rings Josh walks in. Even though he looks the same as he does everyday, it's almost like he looks... Better today. "I don't know what's happening to me but it has got to stop!" I tell myself. I keep talking to Dylan, one of me and Josh's friends. About 2 minutes later I can clearly feel someone staring at me so I turn around, but- no one is looking-? I'm almost sure someone was staring at me though. "Oh well." I turn back to Dylan and almost immediately I can feel someone looking at me again but I try my hardest to ignore it and continue on with my morning.

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