nine: dreaming

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FEZ'S POV:

BULLSHIT. all of this has been complete bullshit. the last few days have been a complete fucking low. i have my little bro flushing drugs down the fucking toilet with me when the cops raided my god damn house.

but now i've had to do some shit i didn't wanna do. i had to get mouse his money for the drugs, until we we were stocked up and back to normal. well some sort of normal at least.

"ash we're going to the carnival tomorrow just to let you know bro" i speak with no sense of emotion running through my words.

ashtray simply nods in response before getting off the couch and walking to his room. it surprises me that after what happened he still isn't shaken up. of course i'm feeling alright now but i'm older, that shits scary to see as a kid. i know that cause i did see that shit when i was his age.

"fuck" i sigh out loud as my mind couldn't stop thinking about talia.

i know it's fucking nate. coming and fucking my shit up. to protect the girl i love i decide to ignore her texts and calls. if she stays away from me, maybe her pure soul won't get dragged down to hell with mine. i'm aware she deserves better. not nate. not mckay. eventhough there's nothing i wouldn't do for her to make her happy, my whole life drags her down. i sell drugs for a living for fuck sake you can't get much lower than that. but this is all i've ever known. since i was 10 years old. it was me, ash and my grandma and no one come inbetween us.

eventually i pull myself to my bedroom and collapse onto my bed. it feels so empty without talia's presence here and it's heartbreaking. i wonder if she's thinking of me? i wonder if she doesn't care? i wonder if she's dreaming of me? questions race through my head until i could pause them to a stand still and drift to sleep...

the sunlight is blinding as it seeps through the gap in the curtain. the room i wake up in is large and grey. the sound of gentle singing lures me out of the room and down a set of polished marble stairs. i turn the corner and see talia looking more gorgeous than ever bouncing a beautiful baby girl in her arms.

"morning baby" she pulls me in by my waist and kisses my lips.

"where are we?" i ask assuming i i'm in heaven.

"home baby. rosie missed you" she smiles as she passes the baby to me.

"rosie? why did we call her rosie?" i ask whilst stroking the baby's wisps of hair.

"for rue remember honey? you said you wanted to name her after your sister" she kisses my cheek before turning around and calling something but i was too dazed by the beautiful girl in my arms to listen.

"daddy!" a gentle voice comes closer.

"come here finn" talia picks up the young boy and stands next to me.

"fez and finn" i chuckle at the similarity.

"our family, husband of mine" she flashes her pearly white teeth before attaching her soft pink lips to mine.

but

it was all just a dream.

a/n is this not the saddest but sweetest dream ever
don't worry guys thinks will be looking up again soonnn
keep your eyes peeled, so much more to come <3

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