eleven: fear of loss

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*more smut warning ahhhh enjoy ;)*

*more smut warning ahhhh enjoy ;)*

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THE TRUTH.

myself and fezco lie next to eachother in his bed, his fingers run gently along my olive skin. i rest my thigh on top of his and run my own fingers across his bare chest.

"i dreamt about you the night before the carnival" fez speaks softly so i could just about hear him. i lift my head to look at him.

"what was it about?" i ask in curiosity.

"we were married. you were my wife and the mother to my children. rose and finn. they were the most beautiful children i'd ever seen. rose had your deep brown doe eyes, finn had my green ones. shit it was perfect. big ass house like what all the fancy rich people have. you was as beautiful as ever. it was everything i'd ever wanted" a small tear ran from the corner of his eye making my heart break.

"oh baby" i sigh whilst wiping his tears away.

"i'm fucked up tai. selling drugs and mixing up with the wrong people is all i've ever known and i know at some point this is going to get too much for you. which i get, it's a fucking shit load. i'm just shit scared to lose you" he admits.

"fezco listen to me right now" i slide onto his lap so that he has no option but to look at me. "i know i just might seem like some innocent girl who likes this drug dealer but it's not. i am infatuated with you fez. i've never known anything so captivating than the feeling when i'm with you. i'm sorry but i'm not going anywhere. no matter how much shit goes on. if you go down, i'm going down too. forever" i place my hands on his chest firmly as his eyes flood with love.

as soon as i finish he sits up and grabs my face pulling our lips together. i melt under his touch once again as he runs his hands down to my ass giving it a firm squeeze. his hands hesitate over my bra clasp before moving away. i pull away from him and slide my shirt off leaving me in my bra and shorts. he can't help his eyes from falling from my eyes to my chest. i move his hands back to my bra clasp and smile.

"i'm ready" i state making fez's eyes grow wide.

"are you sure?" he asks moving one of his hands to my chin.

"yes" i say confidently in which he reattaches our lips together before slowly unclasping my bra.

i let the material fall off my body and i don't feel the need to cover my body in front of fez. i feel confident. comfortable. he flips me over so that he is hovering on top of me. i stretch my arms above my head as fez slowly pulls my shorts and underwear down at the same time.

he dips his head down to my neck moving his lips across my chest, my boobs, my stomach, my thighs. everywhere his lips touch feel as though my skin is hot and tingling after wards. when i look down and his head was inbetween my thighs... words can't describe the euphoric feeling.

"we'll take it slow baby okay?" he mumbles against my skin before pulling back and sliding a condom onto his member.

"yes" i nod before pulling fez's face close to mine.

he looks at me deep in my eyes as he eases himself into me. i gasp at the feeling before i adjust quickly to him.

"shall i pull out?" he asks gently as my eyes stay shut.

"no no i'm okay just give me a sec" i say softly.

fez nods and rests his head on my chest. i move my hips slightly making fez moan against my shoulder at the friction. i chuckle slightly as i relax.

"relax baby we're not in a rush" fez kisses my neck and i take a long deep breath.

i grab his hips and push him further into me indicating that i want him more. fez slowly eases in and out of me as the pain subsides and my pleasure courses through my body.

"yes...please"  i whisper breathlessly.

"fuck don't be saying shit like that ma you'll make me come already" fez smirks before pumping into me at a quicker pace.

and holy shit... am i obsessed.

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