my girl /: fez

sixteen: never leave me behind

*;))))) major smut warning*

HE'S HERE. he's actually here. i stand in front of the door with the number 35 carved into it. i slowly rise my fist to the door and knock it against the hard wood before waiting for an answer.

"fez-" i speak quietly unable to think of anything else to say.

i hear a few latches unlock on the other side of the door and then i watch as it immediately flys open. as soon as fez opens the door i feel every drop of humanity seep into my body. my brain stops racing. my skin stops burning. my heart stops breaking.

i throw my arms around his shoulders and jump into his arms. he holds me by my thighs as i squeeze him like i'd never be able to touch him again. he mirrors my touch as i feel his fingers grip onto my skins like he can't believe i'm here.

"you're here. fuck. you're actually here. you still love me" fez sniffles into my shoulder in a tone so quiet that i would've thought he was talking to himself if it wasn't for the sheer fact that i'm in his arms.

"i'm sorry i didn't come sooner i'm so fucking stupid i should've realised you would've been here earlier" i sob happy tears as he pulls my face away.

"stop it baby, you're here. that's all that matters" fez whispers before locking his lips with mine.

his familiar taste floods my mouth. his vanilla essence and cherry coloured lips fit mine perfectly just like before. if it wasn't for the month that we was away from eachother i would've thought that he'd never left. his tongue runs along my bottom lip and i can't help but softly pull on his own my teeth.

"i've missed you so fucking much ma" he murmurs against my lips making me smile.

"prove it" i bring my hands underneath his shirt and drag my nails along his bare back.

"you ain't ready" he chuckles with a gorgeous smirk plastering his lips.

"i want you to show me" i leave rough kisses along his neck as he holds me against the wall by my thighs.

as soon as my back hits the wall i gasp before quickly slipping my shirt off and letting it fall to the floor. fez immediately dives in and covers my chest with sloppy kisses as i cling onto his white shirt. i drop my legs to the ground and tug his shirt over his head as he unbuttons my jeans and roughly brings them down my legs. god how i love this side of him.

i reattach our lips as my hand slides into his jeans, palming him through his boxers.

"don't tease me talia, i can't take it" he moans.

"straight to it then" i drop to my knees and bring his jeans and boxers down at the same time and get to work.

i let my tongue work it's way around him as he rests his head against the wall behind him. his hand intertwines with my hair and tugs on it roughly making me moan against his member.

"fuck" he whispers as he pushes my head deeper. i can't help but gag a little as he hits the back of my throat.

"shit sorry baby" he says letting go of the fistful of my hair he was just clinging on to.

i pull away and carry on with my hand whilst looking up at him.

"oh don't act so innocent. you know i love it" i smirk playfully.

"drop your panties right now" he says sternly making an array of butterflies erupt in my stomach.

of course i do as he says, i throw them to the side just as fez turns me around and kicks my legs apart so they form a big enough gap. i rest my cheek against the wall and press my palms against the wooden panels. without warning fez thrusts himself into me and i can't help but moan against my clenched hand. he ruthlessly carries on thrusting into me with everything he can manage.

"don't stop" i complain as he pulls out and turns me around so i'm leaning over the table he has which i honestly didn't even know was there.

"watch yourself when i fuck you" he whispers against my shoulder as he pulls my hair back making me look up at the mirror in front of us.

fez mercilessly fucks the shit out of me until we reach our highs together. by the end of the moaning and basically screaming my legs turn to jelly and fez carries me to the bathroom. i watch as he switches the shower on leading us into the cubicle. i stand in front of fez as he washes my body, my weak arms above my head resting on his shoulders.

"i love you." he kisses my shoulders as i turn to him.

"i love you too. this past month, words can't describe how painful it's been. everyone told me to just move on but how could i? you are everything to me. the only person who truly understood me was rue" i explain to the taller boy stood in front of me, his fingers brushing my cheeks.

"i'm here now. i'm never ever letting you go again" he kisses my head and then my lips before stepping out of the shower and climb into his bed that he's been staying in.

"urm fez?" i ask suddenly remembering another part to his duo that isn't around.

"yeah?" he turns to look at me with his arm still resting behind my head.

"where's ashtray?" i ask with worry slipping into my tone.

"don't worry he's only a couple rooms down. i knew that if anyone came they'd come for me not ash, so i told him it would be safer if he stayed in another room. want me to call him in?" fez tilts his head as i nod mine excitedly.

as fez calls ashtrays room from the motel phone i quickly slip on some shorts of fez's and hide in the bathroom. i stay quiet for a few minutes before i hear ashtray walk through the motel door.

"what's up bro? how you feeling?" ash's young familiar voice fills my heart with joy.

"actually a lot better ash" fez's voice is full of happiness compared to his younger brothers.

"why's that?" he asks.

i take this as my queue to pull open the bathroom door and peak my head around the corner. ashtray immediately reaches for his back pocket at my sudden presence but retracts when he sees me.

"talia? damn you i could've killed you!" although his words are serious he can't help but run to me and throw his arms around my waist.

i squeeze him tightly and stroke his short brown hair.

"i missed you too ash" i sniffle as a small tear slips from my eyes.

this feeling of being whole again feels so foreign to me yet so perfectly normal all at once. to be sitting down with fez and ash once again talking about the past month it feels incredible. like the world has started spinning again. like the air isn't suffocating me.

like i'm not suffering anymore.

a/n: hello my loves
i absolutely loved writing this chapter for many reasons 🙈 hope you loved it too! come back for more soon <3