talia was a sweet innocent girl who moved to a new town, unaware she'd fall in love with the towns drug dealer.
oc x fez
lower case intended
includes mature content
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
THEY TOLD ME TO MOVE ON BUT THAT WAS IMPOSSIBLE.
3 weeks have gone by since new years but it feels like fucking years.
nate was fucked up real bad. after having some stitches, plenty of meds and several facial scans he has been discharged from the hospital. it feels as though the whole world despises fez but me, i just miss him.
where is he? is he okay? is ashtray okay? is fez thinking of me? has he forgotten about me?
since that night i haven't left my bed. i can't even remember the last time i've ate. my mom checks up on me regularly. i told her everything from start to finish. how my boyfriend beat the shit out of nate and how i'm head over heels in love with him despite everything. she understands. she tells me on repeat how "young love is the most powerful feeling".
i roll over in my bed not knowing the date or time until i check my phone.
→ 21st JAN
maddy: i still love you but fez is fucking dead to me.
cassie: i'm worried about you.
RUE 3 MISSED CALLS rue: can i come round please? i miss him too
jules: i'm here if you need me.
lexi: have you heard from him?
→
i switch my phone off and attempt to sit up in my large double bed. it feels so cold and empty, but then again so do i.
"honey?" my mom knocks on my door before entering.
i look at her with a soft smile which is the most i'm able to gather myself to show her.
"rue's here" she smiles nervously as rue's head peaks round the corner.
"hi" i say bluntly as my mom closes the door behind rue.
"hi tai" the girl smiles through her dark circles underneath her eyes.
"you look awful" i admit and she nods.
"as do you" she nods making me chuckle a bit.
"i'm sorry" i feel my voice break and i let go of every inch of sanity i have left and break down in tears.
rue immediately joins me at my side and embraces me tightly.
"w-where is he rue!" i cry into her jacket as she rubs my shoulders reassuringly.
"i know. i miss him too" she mumbles against my hair.
i cry for about a full hour until i feel as though no more tears can leave my sore eyes. rue lets me rant about how much i'm hurting without him.
myself and rue lie in my bed sharing a bag of chips talking away. i feel as though because i have been keeping everything trapped in my mind as soon as i let rue in i couldn't stop speaking.
"i'm sorry i'm speaking so much" i sigh before grabbing a chip.
"tai, i've missed you. just being able to talk to you right now is a damn blessing" rue shrugs and i smile.
it feels good to know there is someone i can speak to.
someone who understands me.
the pain.
-
A/N: OMG GUYS! the love you guys are sending me on this book is incredible. you guys are motivating me so much! keep the comments coming <3 praying talia gets her happy ending🥺
