Cherry

Look At Me and Scream My Name

Celestia

"Did you already pick your topic yet?" asks Steph as we walk to class along with Ethan and Luke in tow. We've all been hanging out together for a while now which has been fun since I don't really talk to too many people in the first place.

"I did, I chose BDSM," I reply.
"Really? Aren't we doing that one today?"
"Yeah, I think so, Professor Finn said that he had an old friend coming in," answers Ethan.
"Where'd you hear that from?"
"I have my sources." he laughs. as he opens the classroom door for us to enter.

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"Today we'll talk about the second thing on this list which is BDSM. In order for you to get a better understanding of that, I have invited an old friend to talk about his personal life in that area. Most of you should know him anyway as he is a very known man for his business. He will be here in a few minutes so I suggest to anyone who chose this topic to write down questions you'd like to ask if you have any ahead of time."

          As he says that last sentence he looks straight at me above the frames of his glasses. I don't know why he's giving me a stare but I look down at my notebook, slightly embarrassed for even picking the topic in the first place. Maybe I should've picked roleplay or something. I only chose my topic in the first place because it reminded me of the red room at the club.

"Ah, there he is, everyone meet Mr. Osgood."

          No. No. Fuck no. There's no way in hell. I keep my head down and start to chew on my bottom lip. Please. Please. Please don't notice me. Thank God for the baseball cap I decided to wear today. Otherwise, I'd be a wreck.

"Thank you again for coming. I know you're a busy man."
"Anything for a friend Finn, how have you been?"
"I've been great thanks for asking, ever since I started teaching this class things have sure been interesting."
"Ha, I'm sure they have." laughs Ramon.

          As they have their conversation I send the group a quick text panicking about how I wanted to just crawl inside of a whole and literally die. I finally but slowly look up to see Luke giving me a concerned look. Ethan laughs out loud by mistake and he quickly covers his mouth with his hands.

"Care to tell us what's so funny Ethan?"
"Nothing, nothing professor Finn."
 "Alright settle down, I'm gonna let Ramon have the floor."
"Afternoon students. As you already know, I am a business owner and took over my father's business after he died but what most people do not know about me is that I have a very specific type of sexual life I partake in. Now, I see that most of you are confused, intimidated, or even scared for that matter now that you know this but not only am I here to inform you about this lifestyle, I'm also here for you to learn something new."

I start to drown him out as my head continues to panic. If there was a miniature version of me inside my head and you could see it, it would be rocking back and forth with its knees to its chest. I tip my hat down and lift my head up so I could see him. Just to make sure he wasn't looking my way. He wasn't wearing a suit. And that surprised me somehow. Mostly because I've never seen him without one. He has on a very fitted white shirt and casual black jeans. Before he could turn his head all the way to me, I tilted my head down once more.

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"That's all I have for today. If anyone is interested in learning more I'll leave my number and email with Professor Finn. Thank you for having me."

Finally.

"Okay, now class you're dismissed. Except for you Celestia, I need to have a talk with you."

I grimace and deeply sigh as everyone gets up to leave. Stephanie whispers to me as she walks by saying that she'll text me later. I grab my bag and haul it over my shoulder as I go up to him.