Crazy For You

Chapter Fifteen

Vanessa's Pov

Sam and I spent the whole day together.

Honestly, I really like him. I never thought I would but I do. A lot actually.

He's just so perfect. Everything about him makes me smile and just gives me butterflies.

I never thought I would fall for a guy that was once the biggest asshole to girls. He says I changed him but still, I'm not sure how I could change somebody just by them looking at me.

Like I said, I have a hard time trusting people. I've got fucked over by so many people, I hate to say it. I used to like somebody so easily and that's not the best thing about me. But Sam and I have been through hell and back since we met. We've fought more then I ever thought we would but now, we're actually on really good terms.

As I was saying, Sam is just a perfect guy. Not just perfect as a person but perfect for me. He probably doesn't know how I feel. Or does he? I mean I don't think that I really show it, at least not that much.

Maybe I should tell him?

No that's a bad idea.

He probably doesn't even like me anymore. He's probably figured out that I'm too difficult to handle and that the relationship maybe wouldn't work.

I want him. Only him. I don't want any other guy in this world. They have nothing on Sam.

Nobody makes me laugh like him. Nobody makes me smile like him. Nobody makes me crazy like him. Nobody makes me want to pull my hair out like him. Nobody makes me mad like he does. Nobody makes me blush like an idiot like him. Nobody makes me do anything like Sam does.

He brings out a whole other side to me that I never even knew that I had. I laugh a lot more around him than anybody. I can tell him anything and he wouldn't tell anybody. I trust him with everything, especially my heart.

I know he wouldn't hurt me. I've built up trust with him. So much in fact.

I have to tell him how I feel. I can't back out of this.

"Sammy." I say looking up at him while we were cuddling watching a movie.

"Sup babygirl?" He said looking me in the eyes slightly smiling.

"We need to talk." I say sitting up on the bed.

He gets up and sits regular.

"About what? You ok?" He sounds worried.

"I'm fine Sam. But there's something that I've been thinking about for a while now and I realized something I never thought that I would and I think I should let you know because you let me know." I said playing with my fingers.

"Well go on." He laughs looking at me then down at my hands and grabs them, interlocking our fingers together. I smile.

"I like you a lot." I blush looking down.

I could feel him smiling and staring at me. I look up and see that he is.

"It's about time you said that. I've been waiting to hear those words forever." He smiles pulling me on top of him.

"Well you got what you wanted to hear." I put my hands on his neck and pull his face up closer to mine.

"Can I do something?" He asked biting his lip.

"Anything you want." I smirk looking into his eyes then down at his lips.

I felt his hands lay on my back and his lips touch mine. I can't believe that I'm kissing him. It's not like we've never kissed before but I didn't like him then so it didn't effect me like it does right now.

The kiss got heated and then I felt him pull away from my lips.

"What's wrong?" I said looking at him watching him smile.

"I'm just so in shock that I just made out with you and you didn't push me away." He smiled pecking my lips.

"I don't want to do that to you anymore." I caress my fingers across his cheek.

I'm finally happy.