Crazy For You

Chapter Seventeen

Sams Pov

I really messed up. I don't even know how to start with what I'm feeling.

Why did I cheat on Vanessa is what everybody is gonna wonder. Well to tell you the truth, I can't answer that. I can't answer that because I have no idea why I did it. I wasn't thinking. I know that's no excuse for cheating on her but that's how it went.

I didn't think she would go 109 crazy on me or anything. I've never seen that side to her. I don't want to see it again either. She scared the shit out of me to be honest.

I needed to fix things with her as soon as possible. I needed her back in my life. I know that things probably won't be the same and that she might not take me back but I'm willing to try to work things out.

I tried calling her and texting her but that's not working. She really hates me.

I decided to call one of my friends, Nate. He picked up after 4 rings.

*phone convo*

N: hello?
S: bro I messed up.
N: what are you talking about?
S: I cheated on Vanessa.
N: are you fucking serious Sam?
S: yeah I'm dead ass.
N: what do you want me to do? You want me to help? I can stop by her house and try to talk things out for you. You can come along too.
S: yeah man, that sounds great. Thanks.

*end of phone convo*

Vanessa's Pov

Myles put me down and looked me dead in the eyes. He could read me like a book. He's known me since I was 9 so we're pretty close.

"What's wrong? Talk to me. Who do I gotta fight?" He said getting angry.

"Sam cheated on me." I said covering my face with my hands. I just felt all my tears run down my face and Myles wrapped his arms tightly around me.

"You guys were doing so good." He said looking at me.

"I don't know Myles. I don't know how long he's been cheating on me." I said looking away.

"Let's go to your house and talk about this." He said helping me into my car.

We drove to my house and I opened the gate and parked in my driveway. I ran inside my house and up to my room. Myles ran close behind me and sat in my bed next to me. My face was planted right in my pillow. I was so hurt. My heart was broken yet again. Why does it always happen to me? I always pick the wrong guys to date. Thinking that they're going to be different but turn out like I figured.

I heard my doorbell ring and I groaned. I went downstairs to answer the door and I regretted opening the door.

There stood Sam and Nate. I'm not mad that Nate is here. I'm mad that Sam is here. Why is he here? If he's here to try and fix things then he's shit out of luck because I'm not getting back together with him. Especially after what he did today.

"What the fuck do you want Sam?" I said biting the side of my lip.

"We need to talk." He said stepping forward. I put my hand out stopping him from walking inside. I don't know who he thought he was. Myles came down and greeted me at the door. I saw anger rise in his face when he saw Sam standing there. I looked at him and nodded my head, telling him that it was fine.

"There's nothing to talk about like I said." I crossed my arms tapping my foot.

"Can we both come in and be mature about this and talk it out?" Nate spoke up.

"Fine." I walked into my living room and sat down on the couch. Everyone came and sat down. Myles sat next to me and Nate sat next to Sam.

"Well someone start talking." I said looking at everyone.

"Vanessa, you know I care about you with all my heart. I tell you all the time." Sam said looking guilty.

"Ok Sam let's start it off this way. If you cared about me as much as you make it out to be, then you wouldn't have had time to go fuck around with another girl. I was obviously not on your mind for 2 days since you completely ignored the shit out of me and had sex with another girl. You really had me thinking that you changed and that I had you to my self. But let me ask you a question. How long have you been cheating on me and don't lie to me?" I said on the verge of tears.

"Don't ever think that I lied to you about me caring about you. I'm not going to lie to you, I only cheated on you those 2 days that I wasn't talking to you. But I can tell you this Vanessa, I care about you with all of my heart." He said standing up and walking over to me with tears in his eyes.

"I think you need to go." I said getting up and walking up stairs to my bedroom.

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A week later...

I was walking around the mall with my friend Giselle. I've been friends with her since I was a little girl and she's honestly my best friend.

We were walking around the mall just shopping because I needed to get out of the house and get my mind off of Sam. He calls and texts me everyday. He leaves me long voicemails. I just don't care anymore. I'm over it.

We were sitting in the food court when this guy came and sat with us.

It was someone I didn't really expect to see at the mall. Jai brooks.

"Hello pretty lady." He smiled at me.

"Hey." I waved a little sipping my soda.

"Been a while since we last talked." He frowned.

"Yeah I've been busy." I said.

"How's you and your boyfriend? What's his name? Sam?" He said furrowing his eyebrows.

"He's not my boyfriend." I rolled my eyes.

"Oops sorry. But I guess if you're single, I can take you out tonight?" He half smiled.

I needed to get my mind off of Sam. So I agreed to his offer and me and Giselle left the mall. We drove to my house and quickly got me dressed and ready. We didn't have much time but with the help of my hair and make up stylists we wouldn't have been able to do it.

I was wearing a black and white Aztec bikini top with a black draped asymmetric maxi skirt. I had on purple
Christian louboutin shoes. I had a fendi toriquoise shopping bag. I put on a fendi watch with a gold chain necklace.

I kept my hair straightened and I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked good. I was nervous for this date.

I heard a beep outside and looked out my window and forgot he can't get in because of the gate. I ran down the stairs and out of the front door and opened the gate and got into his car and drove off.

"Where are we going?" I smiled at him while he was driving.

"This Italian restaurant." He said keeping focus on the road.

We finally arrived at the restaurant and walked inside.

"Reservation for brooks." The waiter looked at the book on the desk and nodded her head.

"Right this way." She started walking in front of us and sat us down by a window.

The whole dinner, Jai and I joked around and I had a lot of fun. Not once did I think about Sam. That's what I needed. I was starting to like Jai.

After dinner he drove me home and he hugged me goodnight.