Crazy For You

Chapter Nineteen

Sam's Pov

"I'll never stop caring about you baby." I kissed her cheek and she smiled.

I really messed up with Vanessa and I needed to fix things with her. I want her back. To think about how hard it was to get her and I went through all that shit to finally get her to go out with me then to just mess it all up. I shouldn't have done what I did but I can't go back in time and change things. I wish I could, but I can't. I hurt her so bad.

When she was yelling at me, I could see the pain in her eyes. I never saw it before. She never really opened up to me about anything. Nobody really knows about her past, like when she was younger. I would love to hear about all of that. I want to know everything there is to know about her life. But I don't think she would ever open up about it.

She's had interviews and everything and they always ask about her family, childhood memories, etc, and she doesn't really seem sure how to answer those questions.

I started to get curious. Maybe there's an interview out there on the internet that tells me things that I don't know about her.

I went on my laptop and typed in "Vanessa Montez" and a bunch of different things popped up. I found some old interviews and the first 3 weren't good and weren't what I was looking for. But the 4th one that I clicked on, well it was exactly what I wanted.

*interview*

"It's so nice to see you, haven't spoke to you in a while." said the interviewer.

"I know, I've been so busy lately working on new music." Vanessa said, smiling.

"How's everything been going for you? By the way, I'm in love with your song, irreplaceable." The interviewer, Melissa said.

"Oh my god, thank you." Vanessa smiles, folding her hands on the table.

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"So you mean to tell me that he died?" Said Melissa.

"Um yeah." Said Vanessa wiping her eyes.

I shut my laptop and just stared blankly ahead. I feel horrible for doing that. I shouldn't have looked that up. She must still be upset about it. I wonder how she feels about it now.

Vanessa's Pov
I drove my car to the grave where he was buried. I visit him a lot when I'm feeling down and upset. It always made me feel a little bit better.

I parked my car outside the graveyard and walked to his grave.

I sat down in the grass and started talking.

"I haven't been here for a while, sorry. Been so busy and I know that's Jo excuse. Told you I'd be here everyday when I saw you in the hospital." I wiped my eyes as tears flooded my eyes.

"I miss you more and more everyday that I'm without you. I wish times didn't change and you were still here. I wish we never walked to McDonald's that day and you would probably still be here. You would be here, seeing how far I got in life and most of all, keeping me happy." I covered my face with my hands, breaking down in tears.